I think most authors are.
Just when you think that the story is done, and you’re on the third re-read, just to make sure…
I don’t like the way that scene reads.
It doesn’t matter the last three times you read it, it was just fine, or, the editor has read it and the scene passed without comment.
What is the matter with me?
I find sometimes after leaving a finished story for a month before the next reading, the whole picture must formulate itself in my head, so when I re-read, there was always a problem, one I didn’t want to think about until the re-read.
Even then it might survive a second pass.
I know the scene is in trouble when I get to it and alarm bells are going off. I find anything else to do but look at it.
So, here I am, third re-read, making major changes.
At least now I am satisfied with it.
Only 325 pages to go!