Tag: Thoughts

NANOWRIMO – 2024 – Day 19

Behind the Green Door

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So, for the purpose of this story, we are told that Elsie and her mother come from another city.

We are also told that Michael’s mother came from another city, and, because of that, she was required to undergo a debriefing after arrival. We also learn that when she was taken away for interrogation, the secret police believed she was possibly a spy for the other city, they were a little too enthusiastic and she died.

For this reason, Michael’s father was very bitter towards the administrators of their city. It’s possible that was the reason why he formed, or joined the underground resistance movement, though it’s never quite sure what they are resisting.

Elsie’s mother who came from the same city, was not treated the same because she married one of the administrators, and it might be inferred, or believed, as Michael’s father did, that Elsie was ‘planted’ among them to relay information on them back to the secret police.

Michael never quite believed that was the case, until one night he followed her, and made a discovery that was ‘surprising’. What also was surprising was why she married him, when she could have done a lot better for herself.

Their life together plays out until her death, an event that was never fully described to him, and was a secret project of his, to find out the truth.

An opportunity arises with Miranda – and the question is, does she know?

What he does discover about Miranda, she is quite good at telling lies.

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Word written today 1,850, making a total of 35,290 words

NANOWRIMO – 2024 – Day 18

Behind the Green Door

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Rather than assume that the world had no time to prepare, like some madman sending nuclear bombs to an enemy country, failing to realise it was basically creating a doomsday event, my scenario gave the world time to prepare.

It is suspected, now, in reality, that it’s possible at some time in the future for the volcanos around the world could erupt, singly or together, along with the possibility of the tectonic plates moving.

People are always predicting the San Andreas fault will cause California to break into two, one part moving out into the ocean.

It’s always possible that volcanoes can or could spew out ash and smoke into the upper atmosphere blocking out the sun, and lava and sulphur across the land destroying all before it. I chose to have them all go off, even those that have been extinct for a long, long time, putting ash and smoke into the atmosphere and plunging the planet into an ice age with unbreathable air.

It fortunately gave time to build a series of underground cities all around the world, and those near to each other to be connected, because the planet moving forward needed to have the ability to continue life without inbreeding, until such time that people could go back outside.

It’s how people from other cities can come, by special arrangement, to marry.

But, of course, with it comes the frailties of humans, a belief that those coming from elsewhere are infiltrating, spying, or whatever else humans do when they don’t trust others.

What it also means is that the leaders of each city run theirs in a particular manner, the one Michael lives in, Rule 71, regulated births to replace deaths, maintaining a consistent population level because cities were designed to support only so many.

And, generally, cities are not across what other cities are doing, whether they are following rules, or whether or not they even exist.

This and many other aspects feed into the story of our city, where marital partners come from, and how each exist.

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Word written today 2,092, making a total of 33,440 words

NANOWRIMO – 2024 – Day 18

Behind the Green Door

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Rather than assume that the world had no time to prepare, like some madman sending nuclear bombs to an enemy country, failing to realise it was basically creating a doomsday event, my scenario gave the world time to prepare.

It is suspected, now, in reality, that it’s possible at some time in the future for the volcanos around the world could erupt, singly or together, along with the possibility of the tectonic plates moving.

People are always predicting the San Andreas fault will cause California to break into two, one part moving out into the ocean.

It’s always possible that volcanoes can or could spew out ash and smoke into the upper atmosphere blocking out the sun, and lava and sulphur across the land destroying all before it. I chose to have them all go off, even those that have been extinct for a long, long time, putting ash and smoke into the atmosphere and plunging the planet into an ice age with unbreathable air.

It fortunately gave time to build a series of underground cities all around the world, and those near to each other to be connected, because the planet moving forward needed to have the ability to continue life without inbreeding, until such time that people could go back outside.

It’s how people from other cities can come, by special arrangement, to marry.

But, of course, with it comes the frailties of humans, a belief that those coming from elsewhere are infiltrating, spying, or whatever else humans do when they don’t trust others.

What it also means is that the leaders of each city run theirs in a particular manner, the one Michael lives in, Rule 71, regulated births to replace deaths, maintaining a consistent population level because cities were designed to support only so many.

And, generally, cities are not across what other cities are doing, whether they are following rules, or whether or not they even exist.

This and many other aspects feed into the story of our city, where marital partners come from, and how each exist.

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Word written today 2,092, making a total of 33,440 words

NANOWRIMO – 2024 – Day 17

Behind the Green Door

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Miranda has been different since she returned from the last reset. He had invoked the subcode by using the codeword, but there was something a little odd.

Has management got around this code and made her work harder to get information out of him. They have adopted a different tack, saying they want to turn his detective methods into a course to be taught to new detectives.

The same trick to get him to discuss the same cases on a different level.

Michael had thought if she was able to think for herself she might see the futility in her approach.

And given the discussions they have had about the definition of companion, Michael has said straight up he was not looking for that sort of companion, and that one of the reasons was that she was a lot younger than him, and the age difference bothers him.

Aside from the fact that he did not want to denigrate the memory of the real Elsie by being with her, and the fact that if she had a choice she would not be that sort of a companion anyway. The fact she seems puzzled at times tells him her programming is not right, and tries to tell her she has choices like any other woman has, robot or not.

He discovers in a roundabout way she has feelings and they can be hurt, she can have teary eyes, and, of course, this leads to a perceived standoff where she just ignores him.

He thinks then perhaps she is more like a real woman because Elsie used to do the same thing to him when she was mad at him.

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Word written today 1,105, making a total of 31,348 words

NANOWRIMO – 2024 – Day 17

Behind the Green Door

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Miranda has been different since she returned from the last reset. He had invoked the subcode by using the codeword, but there was something a little odd.

Has management got around this code and made her work harder to get information out of him. They have adopted a different tack, saying they want to turn his detective methods into a course to be taught to new detectives.

The same trick to get him to discuss the same cases on a different level.

Michael had thought if she was able to think for herself she might see the futility in her approach.

And given the discussions they have had about the definition of companion, Michael has said straight up he was not looking for that sort of companion, and that one of the reasons was that she was a lot younger than him, and the age difference bothers him.

Aside from the fact that he did not want to denigrate the memory of the real Elsie by being with her, and the fact that if she had a choice she would not be that sort of a companion anyway. The fact she seems puzzled at times tells him her programming is not right, and tries to tell her she has choices like any other woman has, robot or not.

He discovers in a roundabout way she has feelings and they can be hurt, she can have teary eyes, and, of course, this leads to a perceived standoff where she just ignores him.

He thinks then perhaps she is more like a real woman because Elsie used to do the same thing to him when she was mad at him.

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Word written today 1,105, making a total of 31,348 words

The cinema of my dreams – It’s a treasure hunt – Episode 83

Here’s the thing…

Every time I close my eyes, I see something different.

I’d like to think the cinema of my dreams is playing a double feature but it’s a bit like a comedy cartoon night on Fox.

But these dreams are nothing to laugh about.

Once again there’s a new installment of an old feature, and we’re back on the treasure hunt.

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I’m leaving town and not looking back

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Three days later, after Nadia had disappeared, I was cleared to leave the hospital, almost fully restored.

It had been a strange three days, time enough to consider what happened to Nadia, and in the end, I had to conclude that she needed to get away from everyone and everything.

I wanted to believe she was back in Italy; among people she could trust.  That notion of living a simple life in the vineyard that she proposed was now more appealing than going back to my old life working for the Benderby’s.  There was no doubt in my mind that I would never be going back to that warehouse, or anything else to do with the Benderby’s.

Three days to finally come to the painful conclusion that I had done nothing with my life, and staying in town, it would just be more of the same, only lonelier now that Boggs had gone.  Not even the prospect of seeing Nadia made it any better, not that she was going to stay longer than she had to.

Boggs’s mother finally came to visit me, and, when I saw her, I had the awful feeling she was going to blame me.  Perhaps I had already blamed myself because it was me who took him there, and if I had not, he would still be alive.

Nor did I believe he died in a fall, he was too good a climber for that to happen.  Alex or Vince must have found him and silenced him the only way they knew.  He hadn’t deserved that, but, then, neither had we, but I guess when you try to keep a secret, it was the only way to ensure silence.

I knew the secret, and it was a question of how long I would survive before I was next on the list. Alex would never believe I could keep it to myself, and I had been safe in the hospital, but now I was leaving, it was only a matter of time before he made a move.

That gave me the impetus to make a decision that was in my best interests, to leave and never come back.  That meant leaving my mother too, as hard as it would be, and for reasons she would never understand.

I told her that the day before.

She visited twice a day, and each time I tried to find the courage to tell her of my decision, and each time it was not possible.  She was too happy that I was alive and making plans for the future, coming to the conclusion that life was too short, and putting things off until another day might mean they may never happen.

It was the same conclusion I’d come to, but with different ideas as to what it was I should not put off.

It took until the day before my discharge and made easier with her news of a proposal from Benderby.  Both had been cool to the idea of taking their relationship to the next level, but now it seemed he had a change of heart.

My devious mind found another reason, and it was not because he cared about her.  It was more to do with silencing me, and her, putting us under his ‘protection’.  It told me he knew about his son’s involvement, and it would be interesting to see what he did about Alex.  My guess: nothing.

And was it wrong of me to hope Nadia would drive a stake into Alex’s heart?

She had just finished telling me about the second piece of news, my promotion, being in charge of the warehouse, rather than just being a clerk, a job I suspected normal people would have to wait years to attain.  It cemented my suspicions of his motive.

“That’s Alex’s domain,” I said.  “What’s he going to do?  The last thing I need is him being resentful.”

“He’s going to be your stepbrother, Sam, and we’re hoping the two of you will play nice.”

“Did Alex get the memo?”

“It doesn’t sound to me like he will be the problem “

It was a recipe for disaster.  And surprising that she should take Benderby’s side.  My mother seemed to have forgotten all those years of angst at school, and the fact Alex was little better than a bully.  I guess, after the years of struggling after my father left us, she had to look out for herself. 

It was my cue.

“You don’t have to worry about me anymore.  I can look after myself.”

“I have no doubt you can.  But you have to get along with others, Sam.”

“I will.  But it won’t be here.  When they finally let me go, I’m leaving town.  There are just too many bad memories here now.”

I thought, while she was still wrapped up in the romance with Benderby, she’d just nod and move on.

Wrong.

She was genuinely upset with my decision.  “Are you leaving with that dreadful girl?”

“She is not a dreadful girl.  If that’s what Benderby is saying, he’s wrong.  I got to know her, those days in the cave when hope was fading.  That’s where you find the real person.  But, no, I’m not.  I don’t know where she is.  I’m disappointed, but not surprised.  By the way, Alex treated her very badly when she was his girlfriend, and back in school.”

“She would say that being a Cossatino.”

“And I’m sure the Benderby’s have nothing nice to say about them.  Irrespective of the Benderby’s and the Cossatino’s hatred for each other, they are more the reason to leave rather than stay.  But, more importantly, when time was running out in that cave, I realized all the things I hadn’t done, and why.   I’ve wasted opportunities and years of my life and lost a very good friend, who, if I’m to be judged one day, let down terribly.  That alone makes it impossible to stay here.”

“There’s a lot of good you can do here, Sam.  And all of the Boggs spent too much of their time going after that non-existent pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.  You can’t feel sorry for them, father and son alike.”

Given what I knew, her admission was probably parroting the same sentiments as everyone else, and it was a fruitless search only in the fact that the treasure had been removed.  I had no doubt it had been there once and moved, or discovered many years before.  Boggs’s father had found the resting place and would have found the treasure.  Ormiston had too.  But would I tell anyone the truth, probably not?

But when I should have let it go, I didn’t.  “There’s so much you don’t know, that no one knows and probably never will.  You are entitled to your own opinion, I’m entitled to mine, and we’ll agree to disagree.  All the more reason to leave, because all it’s going to do is upset me every time someone mentions Boggs or the treasure.”

She stood.  I could see her ‘I don’t want to hear this’ face, and knew she’d long stopped listening to me.  As far as she was concerned, I would come around in the end.  There was no point arguing, I was just going to leave and worry about the consequences later.

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© Charles Heath 2020-2022

NANOWRIMO – 2024 – Day 16

Behind the Green Door

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We discover just how much Michael knows about the world he lives in from the cases he has been assigned. He thinks that management wanting to know what he knows is a waste of time since in a few days he will no longer exist.

He wonders why they gave him the cases they did, if they were worried about what he might find out, considering they knew he was their best investigator.

Alternatively, he begins to realise that some of the cases he had been given were simply because he would find out what happened, and report it back, which in the beginning he did, until he realised that those people were disappearing.

That’s where he realised that those who made trouble for management were best removed. There were no jails, the punishment was removal. He later discovers that there is a specific cleaning squad attached to janitorial services.

And then, in the current circumstances, there were still perpetrators they would want to punish, but he was not going to let them. Up till now, management was still a bunch of invisible people he had glimpsed but never really seen, except for Elsie whom he never told he knew. Oh, and a man named Pemberton, who doesn’t really say who he is, but he is elderly, so by inference, Michael realises Rule 71 doesn’t apply to them.

But he knows if he holds out, management will eventually come, taking him to interrogation, and that last few days would take on a whole new meaning.

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Word written today 2,337, making a total of 30,243 words

NANOWRIMO – 2024 – Day 16

Behind the Green Door

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We discover just how much Michael knows about the world he lives in from the cases he has been assigned. He thinks that management wanting to know what he knows is a waste of time since in a few days he will no longer exist.

He wonders why they gave him the cases they did, if they were worried about what he might find out, considering they knew he was their best investigator.

Alternatively, he begins to realise that some of the cases he had been given were simply because he would find out what happened, and report it back, which in the beginning he did, until he realised that those people were disappearing.

That’s where he realised that those who made trouble for management were best removed. There were no jails, the punishment was removal. He later discovers that there is a specific cleaning squad attached to janitorial services.

And then, in the current circumstances, there were still perpetrators they would want to punish, but he was not going to let them. Up till now, management was still a bunch of invisible people he had glimpsed but never really seen, except for Elsie whom he never told he knew. Oh, and a man named Pemberton, who doesn’t really say who he is, but he is elderly, so by inference, Michael realises Rule 71 doesn’t apply to them.

But he knows if he holds out, management will eventually come, taking him to interrogation, and that last few days would take on a whole new meaning.

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Word written today 2,337, making a total of 30,243 words

NANOWRIMO – 2024 – Day 15

Behind the Green Door

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Why do people build robots?

We’ve discussed this, but it is coming back to haunt me. Perhaps it’s a place where I should not go because when I think about it, and the fact humans have a terrible streak in them, that a seemingly wonderful idea will without any doubt be turned into something devious or murderous.

The first that comes to mind – taking into account Blade Runner, sex workers and soldiers. Lets save the human versions from a fate worse than death. i guess if you don’t give them the ability to think for themselves and simply program their responses, it might be an idea.

But should we not give them the right to be a sentient being?

In my utopian world, as some might call it, I would like to think that in 200 years, we will have become better people. The problem is, the creator of this new, amazing, lifeform realised that her work was going to be manipulated into something more horrific.

That might have hastened her demise, and then more or less a certainty when she did what she did. Miranda is all that survives from her work, other than several earlier prototypes, and there is no means of replicating her.

Yes, management was looking at prolonging their lives if not forever, much like the Asguard on Stargate. As I said, I’m using bits and pieces of a great many Sci-Fi shows over the years as a guide.

The problem is, even if they could, not all of their soul could be transferred (Miranda only has some of Elsie’s personality, memories of Michael, and traits in her), and Miranda has a specific timeline and will grow old and die like a normal human being. After all, she is mostly real.

Michael is beginning to think there might be some of Elsie in Miranda, and the more they talk, the closer they seem to get. Sometimes the lines between them get blurry, and he has to think twice before he makes a mistake.

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Word written today 2,112, making a total of 27,906 words

NANOWRIMO – 2024 – Day 15

Behind the Green Door

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Why do people build robots?

We’ve discussed this, but it is coming back to haunt me. Perhaps it’s a place where I should not go because when I think about it, and the fact humans have a terrible streak in them, that a seemingly wonderful idea will without any doubt be turned into something devious or murderous.

The first that comes to mind – taking into account Blade Runner, sex workers and soldiers. Lets save the human versions from a fate worse than death. i guess if you don’t give them the ability to think for themselves and simply program their responses, it might be an idea.

But should we not give them the right to be a sentient being?

In my utopian world, as some might call it, I would like to think that in 200 years, we will have become better people. The problem is, the creator of this new, amazing, lifeform realised that her work was going to be manipulated into something more horrific.

That might have hastened her demise, and then more or less a certainty when she did what she did. Miranda is all that survives from her work, other than several earlier prototypes, and there is no means of replicating her.

Yes, management was looking at prolonging their lives if not forever, much like the Asguard on Stargate. As I said, I’m using bits and pieces of a great many Sci-Fi shows over the years as a guide.

The problem is, even if they could, not all of their soul could be transferred (Miranda only has some of Elsie’s personality, memories of Michael, and traits in her), and Miranda has a specific timeline and will grow old and die like a normal human being. After all, she is mostly real.

Michael is beginning to think there might be some of Elsie in Miranda, and the more they talk, the closer they seem to get. Sometimes the lines between them get blurry, and he has to think twice before he makes a mistake.

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Word written today 2,112, making a total of 27,906 words