Days 66 and 67 – Writing exercise
Take a moment in your past, and turn yourself into a character and express your feelings about it
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Some things happen that happen for a reason, even though at the time we do not understand the why, only that the result was not what we expected.
Sometimes that is a negative, and causes pause for thought the next time it happens. Or it is a positive and sends us in a direction that is borne out of experience.
I am by nature an introvert, the sort of person who keeps to himself. I learned the hard way to mind my own business and not interfere. The physical scars had healed, but the mental scars are much harder to recover from.
School taught me that trust is not given freely and that it has to be earned. Of course, the hurdles to get there are often almost insurmountable, but in the end, you learn one of life’s very valuable lessons.
When I graduated from school, not exactly at the top of the class, not the bottom, but it was enough for me to realise I was not suitable material for college or university. That being the csse my choices were limited.
Stay on the farm and work alongside my father and some of my brothers and sisters, find a job in town, like a storeman at the hardware; or a general hand in one of the fast food outlets.
Then there was the factory, where eventually all of us, without any schooling, ended up. It was tedious and back-breaking work, but no one questioned your past, your education, or your work ethic.
It was like the army. You just slotted in and did your bit and didn’t let anyone down. It suited me, I didn’t have to mix, and I was left alone, even by those who were from school and definitely not my friends.
That took care of the days.
Then there was Friday night at the bar, a rowdy place with everyone having what might be called a good time for some, and for others, a little sport.
It could get rough; some of those who drank too much became violent, but mostly you were happy, had dinner, a few drinks, shot pool, talked about everything and nothing and then went home.
At first, I avoided it. I had been drunk before, but that was at home, the typical I’m going to try everything once, and it wasn’t a good experience. Seeing others so, without inhibitions or quick to temper, your night could very easily end up in the emergency ward at the hospital.
I’d been there a few times when my brothers got on the wrong end of the argument. That and a night in the sheriff’s cells for drunk and disorderly. Once was enough, if you learned the lesson. Quite a few didn’t.
So, having avoided it long enough, I agreed to go with a couple of other chaps with a similar reluctance. We had been the guys the football jocks beat up on because they could.
Of course, in the year after leaving school and working at home until I couldn’t take my father or eldest brother riding me, I learned how to defend myself. It was something I should have done at school, but couldn’t. I needed money, and no one at home would pay.
Going to work elsewhere, I quickly discovered, gave me independence and the ability to begin living my own life, mistakes and all.
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Joe’s Bar and Grill was in a huge barn at the edge of town on the main road out. It had been there as long as anyone could remember, as far back as the days when the railway arrived, and the ranchers could send their cattle on.
One of those places where the country met the rail head, cattle going out and people coming in. For a while, it drove the town into a city.
The cowboys would stay until the money ran out, and then everything went back to normal. In between times, the townsfolk, what was left of them, spent Friday night, the traditional end of the working week, letting their hair down, and Saturdays, where families celebrated together in a more convivial atmosphere.
Friday night was where it all happened. The night wore on, and the drinks were flowing, which started off noisy and sometimes turned ugly. It’s why the deputies were on hand to make sure it didn’t get out of hand. That was the theory.
Alex, Will and I, with a name like Ken, the three musketeers, had all landed jobs at the factory. We didn’t work together, but we all met up at breaks. We kept out of everyone’s line of sight and did our jobs.
It was Alex’s idea that we go. Have a few drinks, see who was there and who wasn’t, and if truth be known, Alex was looking for Lola.
That last year of school, he had a thing for her, but she was more interested in the athletic types, and I could have told him he was wasting his time. But the lovelorn will not accept advice readily, and he came to grief. When he asked her to be his date at the prom, she just laughed at him.
Will and I knew better than to waste our time. Of course, we were not immune to those first pangs of romance. I dabbled, asking oblique questions of what I thought was an exile from the mean girls, Lizzie, but discovered quickly she was unavailable.
Fair enough. I had the sense to walk away.
I’d since learned that her aspirations for college had run aground her parents’ end of downsizing, and left with the same opportunities as most who found themselves on the unemployment line.
There seemed to be more and more of these days, along with the shuttering of stores on the main street.
And despite everything that had happened, and the likelihood of what might happen, we arrived, parked the truck, got out and surveyed the scene before us. Crowded, noisy, and a powder keg waiting to explode.
I counted half a dozen cruisers and ten deputies I could see, hanging back, waiting.
Four pick-ups in a convoy arrived and parked out front. Spaces reserved for the management and VIPs.
“No show without punch, eh?” Alex muttered.
One might have regarded Sam Blackstone as a VIP, but his father was some big shot back east, and Sam somehow believed her was the prodigal son.
He made the big league, got drunk after his first big game, tripped and fell down the stairs, and now had a permanent limp and nothing to brag about
Other than the big shot father who never came home.
But that didn’t stop him from being the leader of a bunch of entitled guys who basically did what they pleased.
We avoided them.
“We shouldn’t be doing this,” Will said. “Remember the last time?”
I think we would. We got our asses handed to us.
“It’s different this time.” Alex wasn’t going to forgive or forget. He attended the same self-defence classes that the three of us did.
Will and I were there for self-defence, Alex was there for vengeance.
“I think Will’s right,” I said, hoping to save him from himself, but judging by his posture and expression, reasoning was out.
“You go. I can do this.”
Will and I looked at each other and shrugged. Alex, on his own, would only get so far. As the three musketeers, we might just get out alive.
Joe’s Bar and Grill was Sam’s home turf.
Four trucks, one boss and seven mates. I’d heard about their antics, second-hand from my sister, Will
Eileen, whose best friend was Lizzie, yes, that Lizzie, whose older brother was a deputy.
Well, it is now back to being a small town where everyone knew everyone else.
Last advice, Sam had finally worn out the new Sheriff’s patience. Times had changed, the old sheriff got voted out after a corruption charge was brought against him, not proven, but the local folks figured it was time for a change.
The memo hadn’t reached Sam. Yet.
Alex started walking towards the front entrance. I shrugged. “In for a penny…”
Will just sighed. “This is going to be fun.” The way he said it, I knew what he meant. This was going yo be anything but fun.
Dodger, the nickname we gave to the guy on the door, was from the fact that when the fighting started, he disappeared.
“You guys ain’t been here for a while.”
“Nope,” I said. “And judging by the noise, nothing’s changed much.”
“We’ve got a bucking bull.”
He was taking us literally. On Dodger could do that. The other door guys would have just ignored us.
“I’ll be sure to check it out,” I said.
Past the threshold, it was wall-to-wall people. Such was Joe’s fame that people came from far and wide.
In front of us, the bar, which stretched from the front to the back, was double-sided. One side served the pool tables and the bucking bulls, the other tables, and further back, the dance floor.
A gun could go off, and no one would hear it.
“I’ll get a table, you two get drinks and try to stay out of trouble.” He disappeared into the fog
We went to the bar. Men served the drinks, the girls delivered them to the tables, and there was also a mix of ‘get your own’, or ‘have it served at your table’, giving the girls a tip.
I heard a rumour that Lizzie and her friends worked as waitresses on Friday and Saturday, the tips adding nicely to their bank accounts, despite the unruly and sometimes bad behaviour of certain customers.
I got the first round, and we went into the fog, and minutes later stumbled into the table where Will was sitting. A waitress, not Lizzie, came past and slopped a wet rag over the table top and kept going.
We sat.
“Where did Sam go? I didn’t see him when I was at the bar.” Will might have seen him on his way to the table. A shake of the head said no.
“What do you want to know for?”
“So trouble does sneak up on us.”
I was not sure why I was so worried. We were too small for him to be bothered with.
And by the time an hour had passed, we were approaching the bewitching hour, so named because it was about the time those who had too much and were supposed to be elected by management started to arc up.
The crowd had thinned, but there were still a lot of people there. The line dancing was getting a little erratic as the booze started to take effect, and already one skirmish had broken out.
The deputies appeared and escorted the guilty to the van and taken to the drunk tank. It was a sombre warning to others
We had shifted to the bar, and that’s when I saw Lizzie. She came back and was not far from us. She looked tired and oddly dishevelled.
And angry.
I slid off my chair and went over.
When she turned, I said, “How are you, Liz?”
I remembered just in time that she hated being called Lizzie.
“How do you think I am?” It exploded out of her. Something had happened.
“I know you don’t like me, but that’s a bit strong when a ‘I’m fine, piss off’ spoken politely would have sufficed.”
I turned to go back.
“Sorry.”
I stopped and turned.
“I’m having a bad night,” she said, sadly, like it was a permanent fact.
“Wouldn’t that be every Friday?”
“No, only those when Sam and his thugs come. Thinks he owns the place, and that we are at his beck and call.”
“Be worth the tips.”
She snorted. “Insults, maybe. Not money. Not anything.”
“You’re his gopher?”
“And Sally, and Brigitte. I don’t think there’s a girl under 25 he hasn’t had his way with. But it’s our own fault for believing the scumbag.”
The barkeep put a tray of drinks on the bar.
“Gotta go. Ken, isn’t it? You dodged a bullet, Ken. I’m not worthy of anything or anyone any more.”
A last look, this one carrying so much despair it nearly brought me to tears.
I had hoped I would miss Sam, but if he was the one who had broken Lizzie, then I was going to make it my mission to break him.
A little more than he already was.
He was down the back, in a booth, flanked by thugs and sitting with three fresh faces, girls who had not experienced the Sam charm offensive.
I watched Lizzie drop the tray on the table, knocking over a bottle, and everyone watching it roll onto his lap.
Silence. In this corner.
She apologised. He picked up the bottle and looked like he was going to throw it at her. She flinched in a way I knew this was not the first time, and that was when I said, “You do that, Sam, and it’ll be the last thing you do tonight.”
Three things happened.
First, the two thugs and the two girls got out from behind the table faster than I’d ever seen anyone move, the girls moving away, the thugs positioning themselves so I couldn’t run.
My intention wasn’t to run, but always have an exit just in case. I picked one.
I motioned for Lizzie to step behind me, and after a moment’s hesitation, she did. I thought Sam might stop her, but he didn’t. He had a bigger fish to try.
Second, four of his other thugs came running, but in the crowd, which seemed to close up, it was hard to make headway. Then Will and Alex appeared, and with two quick and subtle moments, the four were on the floor writhing in agony.
They had simply used their momentum and excess weight, and the degree of intoxication against them. They took up positions near the two thugs who had been sitting at the table.
Third, the crowd closed in, making it impossible for the deputies to get through. There was something in the air, and it wasn’t support for Sam.
Not that he would have seen it that way.
Slowly, and very deliberately, he slid out from behind the table and stood. There was no doubt he was an impressive size, six inches taller and fifty pounds or more.
Enough to scare anyone into submission.
Except he had one weakness.
He came around to the front of the table and leaned against it, shaking his head.
“Little Kenny. My, my, you’re a bit out of your depth now, aren’t you? This thing you had for Lizzie now gets you the mother of all lessons in when to mind your own business.”
Let the man talk. Talk is cheap. Talk gives confidence, because he’s trying to build a wall, one that he thinks will protect him and make him stronger.
A hush came over the whole building. The deputies were coming. This confrontation wasn’t going to last more than a few minutes.
“I see you’ve got your girlfriends with you.”
He was taunting Alex and Will. They were not going to be taunted, not after putting down four of his thugs. He’d missed that sideshow.
Sam still had the bottle in his hand. I knew what he was going to do with it. He had a hunting knife on him, but that would be too clean. A jagged-edged bottle that could do some damage.
“Let’s take this outside.”
Better that way. He wouldn’t get banned, and he could shift the blame to me for starting it.
“You can leave any time you like, Sam. I have a Bud to finish before I go.”
Another shake of the head, then he smashed the top of the empty bottle in his hand, exposing a jagged edge that would leave a nasty cut.
Eyes darting left and right, he launched himself at me with the bottle, heading straight for my neck. Three seconds, a swift dodge to the left, and a foot perfectly placed where they glued his leg back together.
Everyone heard it crack, everyone heard the scream, and then everyone heard the bull elephant hit the floor and go very still.
Then the sheriff and two deputies burst through the crowd. No one had said a word. Nothing. His friends didn’t move. Alex had one, Will had the other, and they let them go just as the deputies entered the bull ring.
The two deputies went over to Sam. The sheriff looked around the crowd, a sea of stunned faces.
“What happened here?”
Thirty seconds before you’ve called out, “Sam was about to throw a bottle at the waitress.”
Another, “He does it all the time. Hurts them, they all laugh like it’s nothing.”
Another, ” His friends are just as bad.” Suddenly, the crowd thrust them forward as they tried to blend in. Alex and Will had disappeared.
“Again, what happened?” He was sensing a shift in mood.
“That fella told him not to throw the bottle.”
Fingers pointed at me. I was standing back from but alongside Sam, who still hadn’t moved. The two deputies were struggling to turn him over. One was calling for an ambulance.
The sheriff and I knew each other. I had to bail my brothers out of jail a few times. I told him ai was the quiet one. Perhaps that might change very soon.
Behind me, I felt a hand slip into mine and a gentle squeeze. Then, as quickly as it had happened, it was gone.
“Ken, isn’t it?”
“Sheriff.”
“You told Sam not to throw the bottle?”
“At the waitress, yeah. Apparently, he’s done it before. Also physically assaults them, sir.”
“You seem to have done it?”
“I saw the end result of his ministrations, sir. I know his reputation, sir. I’ve seen him doing it at school. Under-age girls. His parents but them off.”
“Hearsay, Ken.”
A girl’s voice yelled out. It’s the truth, Sheriff. It’s you gutless bastards that enabled him.”
The sheriff tried to see who it was, but the crowd closed ranks.
Another deputy came, a bigger man, and together the three rolled him over. The jagged bottle was sticking out of his upper leg, a bloody mess.
One deputy vomited. Another pulled off his belt and made a tourniquet. The other was screaming at dispatch to get an ambulance.
The sheriff looked at me. “You do this?”
A voice yelled out, “But he did not.”
A ripple of agreement went through the crowd.
He picked one. “What happened?”
“Sam was leaning against the table. They were talking. Then, suddenly, he launched himself at Ken. Then that same instant, his leg gave out, the gummy one he wrecked being drunk and stupid. Like tonight. Went down like the sack shit he is and stabbed himself. Had he not, Ken would be dead.”
“Anyone else?”
“Smashed the bottle himself, same one he was going to chuck at the girl. Poetic justice, it’s called.”
The sheriff couldn’t quite put the pieces together to make a believable story.
His eyes stopped on one of the thugs. “What’s your version?”
“It’s the only version. His leg gave out, and he stabbed himself. Fucking fool.”
“You sign a statement to that effect?”
“Everyone will. He’s terrorised this place, this town, for long enough.”
The sheriff sighed. “Everyone, go sit down. This is going to be a long night.”
Just then, the ambulance arrived, and the crowd opened up to let the paramedics through. “Don’t you five go anywhere.” He pointed at me, the two thugs, Lizzie and the first witness. He assigned a deputy to watch us after we were taken to a corner with several lounges.
Liz sat next to me.
“Thank you. You didn’t have to.”
“You should be able to work here and not be afraid. I did what any decent person would.”
“That’s your first mistake. There ain’t no decent people. Except maybe you?”
“We’re all tarred with the same brush. You told mr that.”
“I said a lot of shit back then, cause I didn’t know any better. You’re not like them.”
“Not if you take in what happened here.”
“That’s different.”
“More violence doesn’t stop violence. It just makes matters worse.”
“Or better. You’ll see.”
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Sam dies in the ambulance on the way to the hospital.
The sheriff received 345 witness statements that all said the same thing. Sam was attacking me, unprovoked, his leg gave out, and he killed himself. The medical examiner called it death by misadventure.
No one was to blame.
Except his father and brothers turned up at the family ranch, accusing me of killing Sam, at which my father and brothers fell over laughing so hard.
When they refused to leave, my father got his shotgun, called them trespassers and shot at them. A rather expensive car was severely damaged during the process.
The sheriff was told that when Sam’s father came to him with sworn statements that I was the murderer, he tore them up and said if he wanted to press charges, Sam would be posthumously charged with 15 counts of rape and over a thousand charges of sexual assault, grievous bodily harm, attempted murder, kidnapping, and bribery.
He brought out three boxes of sworn statements and said he was ready to start proceedings today. All he had to do was give the word, and the press packages would be sent out.
It was no surprise that the father left and never came back. The two brothers, who thought they would take matters into their own hands, disappeared.
They simply disappeared.
As for Elizabeth, who liked to be called Eliza, let the storm blow through like a prairie wind and one morning turned up at my cabin, at the foot of the hills, in one of the most peaceful places in the county.
She looked radiant.
It had taken a lot to get over the trauma involving Sam. She was one of those he raped. It had led to a pregnancy, and after nine months, the baby was stillborn. It almost killed her, but my mother and her First Nation instincts took her to a healing place and brought her back from what could only be called a very dark place.
She held out her hand, and I took it. Then she said the four words I had been waiting for, “I have come home.”
It was something else I never knew or understood, not until the night I stepped between Sam and Elizabeth.
Our heritage, the ways of my mother’s people, going back into the depths of time, and our affinity with the land and the animals and the spirits.
Things could have turned out very badly that night.
They did not, and for that I would be forever thankful, living in, and surrounded by a world I never knew existed.
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© Charles Heath 2026
Thrills, Spills, and just a dash of Romance 