A to Z – April – 2026 – H

I had been warned that the weather could change instantly, but I believed that to be an exaggeration.

Why?

I had been told that while the place I wanted to visit was once an old alluvial gold mine with some very interesting geological structures as well as an archaeological site that had the remnants of buildings dating back to what was believed to be an ancient advanced society, it was also owned by a mysterious old man, some of whom thought him to be a ghost whose permission had to be sought first before going there.

An old man, no one seemed to know his location.

It only added to the intrigue that surrounded the area.

Numerous newspaper reports suggested that it was Dargaville’s own Bermuda Triangle, where cell phones ceased to work, where apparitions could appear, of an old man, or a young girl dressed in period costume, where strange weather could erupt at any moment.

In my mind, something was going on there that someone didn’t want anyone to discover.

I’d stopped in at the diner, one of seven shops on a short main street that boasted a drapery, a hardware store, a drug store, a gas station, and a sheriff’s office. The opposite side of the road was a park, one that had just the bare minimum of maintenance.

Dargaville was literally a one-horse town. There was a horse hitching bar, and a horse was tethered to it. There was no sign of the owner, or anyone else, for that matter.

Herb, the cook, the waiter, the server, in the diner was behind the servery, and I could feel him watching me from the moment I stopped the car, till I walked into his diner.

The pie holder on the counter was empty. No, ‘only Dargaville can make such delicious apple pies’ apple pie was going to be tasted today, a slight disappointment.

“Where are you headed?” was his opening gambit.

“The gold fields.”

“You need permission. Old man Dargaville doesn’t like intruders.”

“Where can I find him then?”

“That’s just it, you can’t. He comes, he goes, but no one knows exactly where he is.”

“Where was he seen last?”

“Here. Three days ago. Took the last of the apple pie.”

We both looked at the empty pie holder. I could see several crumbs that had been left behind.

“Pity,” I said. “It was the other reason why I came here. Nowhere else can I find him.”

The man waved his hand, “Out there, somewhere.”

“No pie, and no old man. What does he look like?”

He looked at me thoughtfully, thinking perhaps, correctly, I was not going to leave that easily.

“Old, dusty, bushy-bearded, battered hat. Sometimes he drops a line in at the river that’s at the end of the park, that way.” He pointed across the street and along the road. “Past the gas station.”

There was a sudden crack of thunder, followed by a few more rumblings.

Odd. The sky had been clear, except for some distant clouds.

“Time to move on, before the weather sets in. You don’t want to get stuck here; the motel is not a place I’d recommend you stay.”

Very welcoming. Not!

I shrugged. “As you say, not a place to be stranded. Thanks for your help.”

When I stepped outside and looked up, the sky was the same as it had been all morning.  It made the thunder I’d just heard … Or was it my imagination?

I looked back to see the man in the diner on his cell phone. Perhaps he was telling the old man that I was coming. Or someone else.

I checked the riverside fishing spot at the end of the park, almost opposite the gas station, and indeed it showed signs that someone had been there very recently, a roll-your-own cigarette still burning through the last of the tobacco.

The call had been a heads-up that I was coming to see him.

So, the old man did exist. I decided to go ahead and visit the site and took out my notebook to find the page with the instructions on how to get there.

Along the road I was on, for a further five miles, where there was a rusted sign with a skull and crossbones and Hazardous Materials written under it.

Five miles up the road, I found the sign, almost hidden behind overgrown bushes, very faded. More words, freshly painted, were added under Hazardous, ‘to your health’. Beside it was a drawing of a man with his head cut off and blood spurting out of the neck.

Someone had a sense of humour.

It was a further two miles up a track that sometimes disappeared except for tire ruts. I was glad I brought the off-road SUV. At precisely two miles, I stopped. I had to. A brand-new steel wire fence and gate had been erected, blocking the way.

Previously, from all the reports, there had been no fences or gates.

Another crack of thunder had me looking up, and there was a change. The sky turned stormy, as though it was a roiling witch’s cauldron, clouds swirling and shades of grey from dark to light changing almost like an electronic display.

I could smell rain in the air. The wind picked up and swished through the trees. Another crack of thunder, this time coming after a bolt of lightning that wasn’t far away.

On the gate was a sign. “Trespassers will be shot”, with several bullet holes above and below the words to emphasise the fact.

It did make me think twice before I got a weapon of my own, and then while searching for a way over the fence, I found a pedestrian gate about thirty yards along to the right, that wasn’t locked.

Curious. Just on the other side, I found an almost burnt-out cigarette, the same as the one at the fishing spot. Whoever had been there was here.

There was a worn track on either side of the fence, so I followed it carefully. It was one of those wooded areas where you always had the feeling someone was watching you. The scrub was dense but not very high. There were trees, but sparse in number.

Long before I reached it, I could hear a river, or creek perhaps, but the sound of running water.

A few minutes later, I reached the edge of a clearing, and on the other side, away from where the track led, I saw a girl, dressed in old-fashioned clothes, not of this civilisation, dancing. She was the epitome of a summer’s day, so brightly dressed and so carefree.

She had neither seen nor heard me coming. I stayed and watched for a few minutes, and then she disappeared into the woods. I thought of following her, but it was off mission. The weather was holding off, but it might not last. I continued towards the river.

Coming out of the woods, noting I had been following the creek for about three hundred yards, before me were the ruins of several structures that looked to me to have been built of mud bricks, and part of a much larger structure. The whole area back from the creek was paved in stones that made up a very sophisticated design.

It looked a bit like a town square, built around a well, and on the other side, what looked to be the ruins of a temple. What the gold miners made of it was anyone’s guess, but very few of their writings included anything about any ruins.

Further on from that was a seat, and there sat a man with his back to me. Battered hat, dusty clothes. I walked towards him. He didn’t turn around, as if he were expecting a visitor.

I stopped when I was alongside the seat, and then he turned to look at me. His face was worn, like that of an old leather chair, from years of exposure to the elements. I wondered if he felt as miserable as he looked.

He sighed. “I knew you’d come.”

“Hello, gramps.”

©  Charles Heath  2025-2026

Harry Walthenson, Private Detective – the second case – A case of finding the “Flying Dutchman”

What starts as a search for a missing husband soon develops into an unbelievable story of treachery, lies, and incredible riches.

It was meant to remain buried long enough for the dust to settle on what was once an unpalatable truth, when enough time had passed, and those who had been willing to wait could reap the rewards.

The problem was, no one knew where that treasure was hidden or the location of the logbook that held the secret.

At stake, billions of dollars’ worth of stolen Nazi loot brought to the United States in an anonymous tramp steamer and hidden in a specially constructed vault under a specifically owned plot of land on the once docklands of New York.

It may have remained hidden and unknown to only a few, if it had not been for a mere obscure detail being overheard …

… by our intrepid, newly minted private detective, Harry Walthenson …

… and it would have remained buried.

Now, through a series of unrelated events, or are they, that well-kept secret is out there, and Harry will not stop until the whole truth is uncovered.

Even if it almost costs him his life.  Again.

365 Days of writing, 2026 – 82

Day 82 – Necessity of writing

Why Writing Every Day Is More Than a Habit – It’s a Lifeline

“We might not think so, but it is necessary to write every day, because there is that possibility that a moment may pass, be forgotten, the mood dissipates, and life itself has gone.”

If those words feel familiar, you’re not alone. In a world that glorifies multitasking and constant motion, the simple act of sitting down with a pen (or keyboard) can feel oddly revolutionary. Yet, the truth is stark: the moments we cherish are fleeting, and the only reliable way to keep them from evaporating into the ether is to capture them while they’re still warm.

In this post, we’ll explore why daily writing isn’t just a creative indulgence—it’s a practical necessity for preserving the essence of our lives. We’ll also share concrete strategies to turn writing into a sustainable, rewarding part of your routine.


1. The Ephemeral Nature of Experience

a. Moments are like fireflies

A perfect sunset, a laugh that erupts spontaneously, the quiet after a heartfelt conversation—these are the fireflies of our lives. They flash brilliantly, then disappear, often without a trace. Neurologically, our brains are wired to prioritise novelty over routine, which means the very next day’s distractions can push yesterday’s feelings into the background.

b. Memory is selective, not exhaustive

Psychologists tell us that memory works by reconstruction, not perfect recording. Each time we recall an event, we rebuild it, filling gaps with assumptions. Without a written anchor, we risk losing crucial details or, worse, remembering an event in a way that never truly happened.

c. Mood is a moving target

Emotions are volatile. The exhilaration after a marathon, the melancholy after a breakup, the quiet contentment of a rainy morning—each is anchored to a specific mental state. Once that mood fades, the nuances of the experience can dissolve, leaving us with a vague impression rather than a vivid recollection.


2. Writing as a Time‑Capsule

When you write, you create a portable archive that survives beyond the fleeting moment. Here’s what that looks like in practice:

What HappensWithout WritingWith Daily Writing
A brilliant idea arrivesQuickly forgotten or muddledCaptured in its original clarity
A raw emotion surfacesMay be suppressed or misinterpreted laterPreserved in authentic voice
A conversation that matteredRecalled only partially, filtered by biasRecorded verbatim or paraphrased, preserving intent
A subtle observation (e.g., a child’s habit)Lost in the daily blurNoted, ready for future insight or storytelling

The result? A personal chronology that you can revisit, analyse, and even share. Over time, these entries transform into a narrative of who you were, who you are, and where you’re heading.


3. Benefits Beyond Memory Preservation

a. Mental Clarity & Stress Relief

Writing forces you to externalise thoughts, turning mental clutter into concrete words. Studies show that expressive writing reduces cortisol levels and improves mood within 20 minutes.

b. Creativity Muscle Building

Just as you train a bicep by lifting daily, you train creative muscles by writing daily. The more you practice, the easier it becomes to generate ideas, see connections, and experiment with language.

c. Goal Tracking & Accountability

When you log daily actions, you implicitly set a benchmark. Seeing a streak of entries can be a powerful motivator to keep moving forward—whether that’s personal development, a writing project, or habit formation.

d. Emotional Intelligence Development

Putting feelings into words sharpens your ability to identify, label, and manage emotions, which is a cornerstone of emotional intelligence.


4. Overcoming the “I Don’t Have Time” Excuse

If you’ve ever said, “I’ll write tomorrow,” you already know how quickly tomorrow turns into next week, then never. Here’s a step‑by‑step blueprint to make daily writing inevitable:

StepActionTime Commitment
1. Set a Micro‑GoalWrite one sentence about today.1 minute
2. Choose a TriggerTie writing to an existing habit—brush teeth, morning coffee, bedtime.N/A
3. Keep Tools HandyUse a pocket notebook, a notes app, or a voice recorder.N/A
4. Use Prompts“What made me smile today?” or “What did I learn?”2‑3 minutes
5. Celebrate StreaksAfter 7 days, treat yourself to something small.Variable
6. Review WeeklyRead past entries, note patterns, add reflections.10 minutes

Pro tip: If you miss a day, don’t see it as a failure—use it as data. Why did you miss it? Was the trigger weak? Adjust, then jump back in.


5. Different Formats, Same Purpose

You don’t have to be a novelist to reap the benefits. Choose a format that feels natural:

  1. Bullet‑point Journal – Quick, structured, perfect for busy days.
  2. Free‑write – 5–10 minutes of stream‑of‑consciousness; great for unlocking subconscious thoughts.
  3. Letter to Future Self – Write as if you’re speaking to yourself a year from now; adds perspective.
  4. Micro‑Story – Capture a moment in a 100‑word narrative; sharpens storytelling chops.
  5. Voice Memo – Record a 30‑second audio note while on the move; ideal for commuters.

Experiment for a week with each style. The one that feels most effortless will become your default.


6. Real‑World Testimonies

“I used to forget the little things that made my kids’ lives special—like the way they sang when they were five. After committing to a 2‑minute nightly note, I now have a library of moments that I can revisit on tough days. It’s like having a secret stash of love.”
— Mia L., mother of two

“My freelance business stalled because I kept losing track of client insights and project ideas. A simple daily log turned my scattered thoughts into a searchable database that boosted my proposals by 30%.”
— Raj P., graphic designer

These anecdotes illustrate a universal truth: the habit of daily writing is a catalyst for both personal and professional growth.


7. Your First 7‑Day Challenge

Ready to test the theory? Here’s a simple challenge that takes less than 5 minutes a day:

DayPrompt
1What did I notice today that I normally overlook?
2Describe a feeling that surprised me.
3Write one sentence about a conversation that mattered.
4Note a small win, no matter how trivial.
5What scent, sound, or taste stood out today?
6What did I learn about myself?
7If I could give tomorrow a gift, what would it be?

At the end of the week, read back through the entries. You’ll be amazed at how much richness you captured in such a short span.


8. Final Thought: Write Before It Vanishes

Moments don’t wait for us to be ready. The sunrise doesn’t pause for a late alarm, the laugh of a loved one doesn’t linger for a perfect photo. Writing daily is the bridge between the transitory and the timeless. It’s not just a habit; it’s a safeguard against the erosion of our own stories.

So, pick up that notebook, open a new document, or hit “record.” Let the ink—or the keystroke—be the anchor that keeps your life from slipping away unnoticed. Your future self will thank you, and the world will be richer for the records you leave behind.

Write today. Your moments deserve it.


If you found this post helpful, feel free to share it, comment with your favourite daily writing prompts, or let me know how your own writing practice evolves. Let’s keep the conversation—and the memories—alive together.

NaNoWriMo – April – 2026 – Day 9

I’d like to say I have a cunning plan, but I don’t.

I’m happily working on the final part of part two, and have just completed two of the three chapters. It was going to be two only, but I’ve found that I need one more. The section is still on the revised plan, though a little longer from fleshing out the plotline.

It reads well, but by the time it’s finished, it will change the start of the third section, which I was outlining, and going back to it, the pages now have lots of scribbles on scribbles and crossings out.

Editing the first and second sections as separate parts had crystallised how the start of the third will proceed, and I find myself going over the outline for later chapters and discovering holes I missed the first time through that can now be filled.

And surprisingly, I have a very clear idea of what will be in the last section, and, in fact, I’ve almost worked it through in my head. I think one night I’ll probably sit up and edit what I have already before it all disappears. I’m sure you all know that feeling when the words are there in your head, and you can almost see them.

Until you wake up and it’s all gone.

NaNoWriMo – April – 2026 – Day 8

I’m in the middle of writing a new chapter, one that goes back a little in time, but helps set up events that occur later towards the end.

And true to form, it’s going a little off track.

There is scope for it to be a pivotal point in the story, but it’s not quite working out that way.

I’m doing this while I’m waiting for my usual Friday grandchild collection from school. Here I have to get here a half hour before pick up time to get a favourable position in the queue.

So it’s a good time to do some editing.

And it’s where I work on one of my stories, matched to a photo as inspiration.

Not today.

There are pressures in getting the NaNoWriMo project finished, and it’s getting away from me.

This part was not as easy as I hoped, so back to the job. Hopefully, there will be better news tomorrow

A to Z – April – 2026 – G

G is for – A Ghost from the past

….

It was a silly ritual, but when four of us graduated high school, we made a pact on Prom Night that we would meet up every year, New Year’s Eve, on the 81st floor lookout of the Empire State Building, every year until we couldn’t, literally the only excuse not to be there was death.

We thought it was original, but of course, lots of movies immortalised the same thing, making it a little passe. And with it, there were gaps when others didn’t make it.

I, on the other hand, had been to every meeting. When others didn’t, I was disappointed, but then that wasn’t the only disappointment in my life.

John Rogers, who was keen on Alison West, the two who were our prom king and queen, didn’t stay together very long; their fields of study and universities meant the tyranny of distance would eventually take its toll.

Daniel Franks, that was me, and Marjorie Leyton were not a couple but had gone to the prom together, because we could have been an item, but neither of us pressed it. We parted and saw each other from time to time, and now, mostly at the Empire State Building. She was the second most attended member.

We had eventually all gone in different directions, and the last time we met was at the high school reunion. The other three were married, successful, great partners and children they were proud to show off, and I, well, I was the odd one out. The girl that I wanted to marry just didn’t know I existed, and though I had tried with others, from home and away, it just didn’t have the same thing about it.

Maybe one day, before I die.

The cell phone rang shrilly, waking me from a restless sleep. I glanced over at the clock on the far bedside table, and it read 2:37 a.m.

I normally had it switched off overnight for just that reason, not to be woken in the middle of the night. It was always difficult to fall asleep; it was far worse if I was woken soon after.

I looked at the screen. ‘Private Number’.

No one that I would normally answer. I let it ring out and then switched it off.

Five minutes later, another cell phone rang, a phone that I had used three times in eighteen years, the last time precipitating the most anxious three weeks of my life.

It was a call I could not ignore.

I dragged myself out of bed and got to it just as it rang out. No matter, I knew who it was, and called straight back.

“Danny. Bad time?”

“Very.”

“Still a light sleeper?”

“One eye open and a gun under the pillow, some things never change. What do you want, Fred?”

“Texting an address. Extraction. You have thirteen hours and five minutes.”

After the last time he called, I thought I’d drawn a line under this sort of affair. “I don’t do this anymore.”

“You left the phone on. Naughty boy. Sorry. On your horse.”

The phone went dead.

I glared at it, then put it on the desk. It chimed. Message, the address, and when I looked it up, it was a back alley in the financial district of St Louis, Illinois. I lived in Minneapolis, Minnesota, and to get to St Louis, Missouri, I would have to take I-35 south. Easy as. It was just that it was a 9-hour drive, without breaks, so I just had enough time to get there.

I shook my head, considering I should just ring back and say I was done with him and his antics.

Should, but wouldn’t. Perhaps this was what I needed to get me out of the despondency I’d fallen into.

A half hour later, refreshed and ready to go, I headed to the lockup at the rear of the property I lived on and dragged the cover off the 2016 Silver Ford Fusion sedan. It was once described as the ultimate invisible car, and the reason why I owned one. It had fifteen sets of plates, and today it was running with my home state. That would change when I got to St Louis, and again, depending on where I was told to take the target.

When I reached Cedar Rapids, I stopped for an hour for coffee and breakfast of pancakes, bacon and eggs, at a diner where the place was clean, the staff were friendly, and the service was quick. The food wasn’t bad either.

Outside St Louis I changed the plates and paperwork, changed into different clothes, the sort that when the police asked a witness to describe me, it would be average height, average weight, average clothes, you know, check shirt, well-worn North Face parka, well-worn hiking boots, faded well-worn jeans, and a well-worn face that had had spent a lot of time outdoors.

The sort of person a mother wouldn’t recognise if he were standing next to her on a bus. It was the part of the training I liked the most – becoming invisible.

Then, ten minutes before the appointed time, I sent the location to a burner number, a street corner where I could stop for just long enough for someone to get in, and we could keep moving. This was a critical part of the operation and required precision timing. The only thing that could mess this up was an accident, and I’d checked the route; nothing was going to cause a problem.

At the precise moment, I stopped the car, released the door lock, and someone got in the back. They were covered, protected from the cold, and I didn’t look other than to make sure they were in and the door closed before I drove off. In all, I was there for 7 seconds.

After sending an acknowledgement text to the boss, he sent the destination. There was generally no conversation with the target; it was pick up and deliver. Food was in a hamper on the back seat. We would not be stopping for anything other than gas and restroom visits.

There was no communication with the target; it was just my job to take them from point A to point B, which this time, was outside Saks, Fifth Avenue, New York. I would have guessed a safe house, not a place where the target could do some indulgent shopping. I sighed inwardly.

A glance in the back told me very little, other than this time it was a woman, and that she would not be recognisable as anyone I would know or attempt to guess at. Because we both worked for the same man, she would have the same training as I had, except I didn’t get to go into the field as a primary agent; I had only qualified for work in Section 5, support services.

There had been times when I was disappointed, but sometimes running support could also be as dangerous as an agent on the ground, especially when it was a hot extraction.

At the first restroom stop, I pulled into the carpark close to the building, and she got out, taking a small backpack with her. I had not seen it when she got in, but that meant little. I waited half an hour, the maximum time before I had to go check, but she reappeared, having changed her appearance, but still as anonymous as before.

I was not meant to, but I watched her walk from the front door of the cafe, towards the car before turning to the front as she neared. It reminded me of someone from a distant past, but exactly who eluded me.

The door shut, and I drove off.

Once past the city limits, she asked, quite unexpectedly, “What’s your name?” The voice was distorted through the mask.

“Against protocol, ma’am.”

“We’re out in the middle of nowhere. Surely it doesn’t matter.”

“Not my call. The boss is insistent. No names, no conversation.”

I heard a sigh, and then she settled into the seat. The car wasn’t exactly the most comfortable, but Services had upgraded the seating, especially for the driver, knowing how long we might have to drive in a single sitting. Moving an agent was by car. Any other form of travel left a trail.

A half hour later, I heard the sounds of sleep. I would get mine after I dropped her off.

Darkness settled slowly until the inky blackness swallowed us up, and then it was a matter of watching the headlights of the cars opposite come and go, and the cars and trucks behind and in front pass or get passed. There was a reasonable amount of traffic, and for the first few hours of darkness, it was almost boring.

There was no movement from the back seat.

Then, “I need a break. Find some facilities.”

I checked the GPS and there was one ten minutes ahead. “Ten minutes or so.”

“Thanks.”

Ten minutes, I pulled off the main road and stopped at a BP petrol station at a place called Straughan. She got out and went inside. I filled the tank with Premium, paid the bill in cash and got back in the car.

That’s when I saw a car, sitting in the truck park, no lights, but suddenly, the flaring of a match lit a cigarette. Not enough light to see the driver’s face, but an outline. A large man in a small car.

It could be nothing.

The door opened and closed. I started the car and drove out slowly. I watched the car behind me. It didn’t move. I turned and went back the way we came to the on ramp of the I-70 and soon was back up to speed.

Back on the highway, I switched on the cruise control and relaxed. A glance every now and then in the exterior rear vision mirror showed the usual traffic, except after an hour, a set of headlights appeared a distance back and then stayed there, sometimes falling back, sometimes moving faster, but never beyond a certain point.

Damn!

It could be my imagination, but I didn’t think so. There was that car on the side of the road back at the gas station, but the fact that it had taken hours to locate us suggested only one possibility.

“Excuse me?”

A few seconds of silence, then “I thought we were not to speak.”

“True, but there might be a problem. I would like you to check everything you have and make sure there isn’t a tracking device.”

“We have a tail?”

“We might, or it might be my paranoia.”

“It’s not possible.”

“Humour me.”

I heard her mutter something under her breath and then reluctantly search. A minute later, a sharp gasp, the window opening and then closing.

“How?” I asked.

“I was with the target, who seemed a little more anxious than usual. I left as soon as I could without raising suspicion, called the controller and requested extraction. There were other red flags, and it was time.”

“Once they realise you tossed the tracker, the excitement begins.”

I had three guns, a modified car that could outrun the car behind me, theoretically, but they had time to set up a blockage further along, depending on how desperate they were to capture my passenger. I guess we’d soon find out.

“Settle in. This could take a while.”

Except, not long after, the headlights appeared behind me again. There were two trackers. I wouldn’t bother her about the second; just wait and see what they were prepared to do. I was on a major highway, and there were a lot of trucks to use as cover.

At the next gas station, near Akron, I sent a text message requesting another car and a device that would knock out anything transmitting a signal, which meant we would not have any communications. That would not be a problem for the short time it took for us to get away. I also requested her to double-check everything she had with her and on, just to make sure.

I didn’t ask, and she didn’t say whether there was another device, but it was clear she had completely changed everything and left the other clothes and belongings behind.

At Akron, we changed cars.

I also made an alarming discovery. The woman in the back of my car was a girl I used to know back in high school, the one who never gave me a second look. When I did know her, it was she who had suggested, with the grades I had, that I should apply to the FBI. She didn’t say she was, but it surprised me that she suggested it.

Annabel Tyler.

Undercover agent for? I was tempted to ask, but it was not my business. She wouldn’t remember me, not if she had evolved into many different identities and personas. She probably didn’t know who she was herself.

We lost the tail. There were no more trackers, and I arrived at Saks Fifth Avenue.

When I stopped the car outside the building, she leaned forward and offered a card. It had a number scribbled on it.

“What’s this?”

“My number, Daniel. I was far too focused on turning into whatever this is I am now, and lost sight of everything that should matter. I’m tired and need a break. You call this number, and I’ll answer, any time of the day or night.”

“Why?”

“You now know my secret, and I know yours. You are the only person I can trust. What do you think? Don’t disappoint me a second time.”

And then she was gone. Just like that. Into thin air. I put the card in my pocket and pulled out into the traffic.

©  Charles Heath  2025-2026

365 Days of writing, 2026 – 80/81

Days 80 and 81 – Writing exercise

It was like watching a train wreck happening in real time.

But that was the current state of my older brother Roger’s life, firstborn and heir to the family fortune.

I was the youngest sibling, Sam, last born and heir to nothing but the name, Winterbourne, which in reality counted for very little.

In between four girls was the second son, Edward, and he was the harbinger of everything that was going wrong, and had been for some time.

Why?

Because he honestly believed that he should be the son and heir, not Roger, simply because Edward was more like our father, and Roger was more like our mother.

They looked like brothers, same size, same hair, same build, but that was where the similarities ended.  Roger wanted to be an actor, not a lawyer, and Edward followed in fathers footsteps.

Nobody cared what I wanted to do, and simply left me alone.

But, in truth, the issues that started the family express on its way to a certain disaster began when our mother died.

By that time, we were all past school, the girls married, bar one, Roger in the throes of getting married to his prospective wife, Edward drinking, gambling, and womanising as was his so-called birthright, and I was spending time managing the estate.

Everybody was reasonably happy, except father never quite got over the loss of our mother.

That wasn’t so much the catalyst as the revelation that Edward decided he wanted the girl Roger was about to marry.

Of course, if that was the only issue, the train could have stayed on the tracks.  It was the fact that she got herself entangled in Edward’s messy life, and Roger found out.

..

Roger was never one for self-assertion.  Or defending his position or his possessions, not that he treated Bethany as a possession.  He was not like that.  Edward was always taking his things and never returning them.

Now he wanted to take his girlfriend.

I had told Roger to propose to Bethany, but he prevaricated.  He was like that, as his mother was.

I told him more than once that he who hesitates generally loses, but he had this faith in the fact that things would always work out the way they were supposed to.

God did not work in mysterious ways.

I walked in on the argument that erupted in the drawing room.

Two stags stare each other down.

“So, what’s the difference of opinion now?”

Roger always backed down before it got confrontational, but this time he had the bit between his teeth.

“Tell this useless idiot to back off on Bethany.” Roger always had a problem when angry in speaking his words, stemming from having a bad stutter when he was much younger.

Edward, making fun of it, hadn’t helped.

I looked at Edward.  “Are you that low that you’d do that to your brother?”

“She doesn’t like him.  She told me so.  If it wasn’t for Dad leaving the keys to the castle to him, she wouldn’t waste her time.  Not that he could run the place.  Dad would be better off leaving it to me.”

And there it was, that was a long-standing argument that held no water with inheritance laws, finally out of the box.  He’d been alluding to it for years.

“So, what exactly does that mean, Edward.  Is she going to come here and tell him herself because there are matters that need to be resolved?”

I was not sure what the arrangements were, but the match had been forged between families just before mother had died and was to be fulfilled before father died.

It had been an agreeable arrangement between the families and had come to the point where the wedding was announced, and everyone was looking forward to it.

Except…

Bethany walked into the room.

She stopped at the door and looked first at Edward, which elicited a complete change of expression, Roget, probably the angriest I’d ever seen him, which fuelled another change, then to me.  “What am I going to tell whom?”

“I can’t cope with any of this.  The wedding is off,” Roger was barely able to speak, the angriest I’ve ever seen him, and then stormed out of the room.

Bethany looked at Edward, “What have you done?”

“I told him the truth, and he couldn’t handle it “

“What truth?”

“That you love me, not that simpering idiot.” 

There were only fifteen steps between her and Edward, the only person in the room who wasn’t angry.  I blinked and almost missed it.

She punched his lights out.

Literally.

Then went after Roger.

I crossed the room to where Edward was lying on the floor, completely out of it.  I was sorely tempted to get a bucket of ice water and throw it over him.

Instead, I just shook my head.

Impetuous Edward.  Like a great many things that ran around in his head, a lot of it was his imagination. I suspect he mistook her kindness towards him as affection. She most likely said she loved him as a brother-in-law, and he heard what he wanted to hear.

In that moment, I wanted to strangle him.

At the bottom of the garden there was a stream, with a rotunda when mother used to sit and read, or towards the of her life, paint.

A lot of her paintings adorned the walls, and the one she did of Zeus, my childhood dog, still hung in my room, a reminder of days long gone.

I wandered down there now, as I did when everything got a little too much, to talk to mother, believing that she was nearby and would hear me.

I was not surprised to see Bethany there, looking very unhappy.

She looked up when I reached the bottom of the steps.

“Sam.”

“You’ve found my hiding spot.”

“It’s very peaceful.”

“Mother’s favourite place.  Father built it for her and forbade any of us from coming here, so she had her own refuge from the monsters.”

“Monsters?”

“Us children.  There were seven of us, and all with our individual quirks.  Some more than others.  May I?”

She nodded.

I joined her but sat on the opposite side, a habit formed when my mother said I could join her.

“I had no idea you had such a hefty right hook.”

“Neither did I, but he deserved it.”

That he did.  “How are you?”  I asked.  I think I already knew, the red, teary eyes and woebegone expression.

“Not good.  Roger won’t talk to me.”

“The Edward effect, I call it.  Edward has always ragged on him, all his life.  Edward inherited all of the bad traits from my father’s side of the family, very much like Uncle William, that generation’s black sheep.”

“I did not say those things to Edward.  I have no idea how he could think that.”

“Edward hears what he wants to hear and imagines the rest.  He’s angry that the inheritance goes to Roger, and I suspect that jealousy has only intensified, given his gambling debts.  It isn’t going away any time soon, not unless father does something about it.”

She sighed.  “It’s a mess.  I have no idea how I’m going to tell my parents.  I swear I have not had anything to do with Edward.  I have no idea how he could even imagine I would prefer him.  He’s a bully, at best.”

That was being kind.  Very few of the girls in our sphere would have anything to do with him.

“Well, there has to be a wedding.  Everything is arranged.  That means something must be done about Edward, and my father is going to have to sort it out.  Let me see what I can do.  Don’t tell anyone just yet.”

“Are you sure.  I’ve never seen Roger this upset.”

“Believe me, this is nothing compared to some of the terrible things Edward has done, to all of us.  I think once his father learns of his behaviour, it’ll come to an end.”

Of course, there was no guarantee that anything would be done.  My father had tended to ignore Edward and hope the problem would go away.

Even so, after talking to Bethany, I decided that I would try to see my father and get him involved.  Edward just might sit still long enough to be given an ultimatum, if only to leave Bethany alone.

Roger needed to have time to settle into a relationship that didn’t involve wrestling with his brother and the dissections and enmity that came with it.

Someone had to get the train back on the rails.

At this time of the day, if he was not in the city attending to business, he would be in the study.  I was never quite sure what he did in there. Mother told me once that it was where he hid from her and his parenting responsibilities.

I wasn’t going to tell her she’s had almost done the same, leaving it to boarding schools and a bevy of servants and nannies to look after us until we were old enough to make our own way.

When I reached the study doors, McCallister, one of the farmhands, was standing outside.  He was one of the nice ones, having taught me to ride a horse and a lot of the work that went into running an estate.

More than once, I said that he should be running the place, but he was always content just to come with me.

“Are you in trouble?”

Dumb question, he was the one who usefully dragged the recalcitrant hands before the master.

“‘Tis Master Edward, sir.  I was asked to bring him here.  Never thought I’d see the day say Master Roger would hot him, but there it is.”

There it was, indeed.

I knocked on the door, waited until asked, and went in.

Edward was lounging in the chair opposite the desk, not very well.  Roger had made his point in no uncertain terms. Roger was standing further to one side, as if the distance between them was a matter of one of the others’ safety.

Edwards kept a wary eye on his brother.

Father was standing behind his desk and looked more forbidding than I’d ever seen him before.  If it had been his expectation that the children would be able to sort out their problems between them, he was sadly mistaken.

“If you’ve come to state the obvious, don’t.”

“I was going to say that I’ve spoken to Bethany and she does not harbour any feelings towards Edward, no matter what he may think or say.  I’m not going to state the obvious, but this whole affair needs to be resolved now, once and for all.”

“It is.”

There was a finality in those two words that I could literally feel.  The air in that room, it was so thick you could metaphorically cut it with a knife.

Edward was silent.  He was looking down.  There was something about him I’d never seen before

Fear.

Outright fear.

Our father looked at him, the Roger the me.  “Edward will be leaving with William.  He’ll be going back to South Africa with him.  I’ve paid his debts, and there will be no arguments, no whining and no more of this rubbish that has done nothing but sully our good name with our neighbours, our friends, and business partners.

“I am glad your mother isn’t alive today to see what a wretch you are, Edward.  We gave you every chance in the world to make something of yourself, and what did you do?”

Another knock on the door.

Uncle William.  Alleged black sheep of the family, but I think I got it wrong.  He was here to turn the black sheep into a human being.

“Peter, Roger, Sam.”  Then his eyes reached the wretch.  “Edward.”  He shook his head.  He looked up at his brother.  “I would not be as forgiving, but then you were always the softy.”

He grabbed Edward by the shoulder and dragged him to his feet.  “I’ll make a man put of him, either that or put him in a box.”  I’d never seen Edward so shaken.  “Let’s go.”

“I need to get some stuff, Uncle.”

“Where you’re going, you don’t need stuff, just your wits.”

They left, and the door closed behind them.

My father glared at Roger.  “You need to get your head out of your rear end.  Go and sort out the mess with your young lady.  Go.”

Roget almost ran.

That left me, and a man in a frightfully bad mood, and wondering what it was that I had done wrong.  My father was back to being his scariest best.

He almost fell into his chair, exhausted.

“Keep up the good work, Sam.  At least someone in this place is interested in keeping it running.”

“Yes, sir.”

He waved his hand in my direction, towards the door.  “Be off with you.”

I got as far as opening the door, almost escaping, when he said, “Sam.”

I stopped and slowly turned, waiting for the bollicking. “Find yourself a nice young lady and marry her.  Your mother always liked the Princeton girl.  What’s her name?”

“Annie.”

“Annie.  Im sure I’ve seen her here.  She’s not wishy washy like Rogers girl, but he is wishy washy anyway, so they’ll make a good pair.  Hmm.  Off you go then.”

I went out and closed the door before he thought of something else.  He may have appeared to be lost in grief, but he didn’t miss anything.

Or my oldest sister couldn’t keep a secret.

“Sam.”

Annie’s voice came down the passage just as she came into sight.  “I hear Roger finally snapped.”

I went down to meet her.  “Father’s back.  I think our secret romance is no longer a secret.”

She smiled, taking my hand in hers.  “It was never a secret, was it, McCallister?”

He was walking past, his guard duty done.  “No, miss.  Not since you two moved in together in the gamekeeper’s cottage.”

I wanted it to be a secret, but he was right.

“Edward?”

“Leaving with Uncle William.”

“Purgatory then?”

“Reform school.”

“Then the weddings back on?”

“How did you know it was off?”

She looked me up and down, and simply smiled that angelic smile of hers, the one that reminded me of my mother. 

Some might say there was light at the end of the tunnel.

Others would say it was an out-of-control freight train heading straight for us.

Me, I’d just simply say the train wreck was averted, and tomorrow, well, that was ready for us to face the next disaster.

©  Charles Heath  2026

A to Z – April – 2026 – G

G is for – A Ghost from the past

….

It was a silly ritual, but when four of us graduated high school, we made a pact on Prom Night that we would meet up every year, New Year’s Eve, on the 81st floor lookout of the Empire State Building, every year until we couldn’t, literally the only excuse not to be there was death.

We thought it was original, but of course, lots of movies immortalised the same thing, making it a little passe. And with it, there were gaps when others didn’t make it.

I, on the other hand, had been to every meeting. When others didn’t, I was disappointed, but then that wasn’t the only disappointment in my life.

John Rogers, who was keen on Alison West, the two who were our prom king and queen, didn’t stay together very long; their fields of study and universities meant the tyranny of distance would eventually take its toll.

Daniel Franks, that was me, and Marjorie Leyton were not a couple but had gone to the prom together, because we could have been an item, but neither of us pressed it. We parted and saw each other from time to time, and now, mostly at the Empire State Building. She was the second most attended member.

We had eventually all gone in different directions, and the last time we met was at the high school reunion. The other three were married, successful, great partners and children they were proud to show off, and I, well, I was the odd one out. The girl that I wanted to marry just didn’t know I existed, and though I had tried with others, from home and away, it just didn’t have the same thing about it.

Maybe one day, before I die.

The cell phone rang shrilly, waking me from a restless sleep. I glanced over at the clock on the far bedside table, and it read 2:37 a.m.

I normally had it switched off overnight for just that reason, not to be woken in the middle of the night. It was always difficult to fall asleep; it was far worse if I was woken soon after.

I looked at the screen. ‘Private Number’.

No one that I would normally answer. I let it ring out and then switched it off.

Five minutes later, another cell phone rang, a phone that I had used three times in eighteen years, the last time precipitating the most anxious three weeks of my life.

It was a call I could not ignore.

I dragged myself out of bed and got to it just as it rang out. No matter, I knew who it was, and called straight back.

“Danny. Bad time?”

“Very.”

“Still a light sleeper?”

“One eye open and a gun under the pillow, some things never change. What do you want, Fred?”

“Texting an address. Extraction. You have thirteen hours and five minutes.”

After the last time he called, I thought I’d drawn a line under this sort of affair. “I don’t do this anymore.”

“You left the phone on. Naughty boy. Sorry. On your horse.”

The phone went dead.

I glared at it, then put it on the desk. It chimed. Message, the address, and when I looked it up, it was a back alley in the financial district of St Louis, Illinois. I lived in Minneapolis, Minnesota, and to get to St Louis, Missouri, I would have to take I-35 south. Easy as. It was just that it was a 9-hour drive, without breaks, so I just had enough time to get there.

I shook my head, considering I should just ring back and say I was done with him and his antics.

Should, but wouldn’t. Perhaps this was what I needed to get me out of the despondency I’d fallen into.

A half hour later, refreshed and ready to go, I headed to the lockup at the rear of the property I lived on and dragged the cover off the 2016 Silver Ford Fusion sedan. It was once described as the ultimate invisible car, and the reason why I owned one. It had fifteen sets of plates, and today it was running with my home state. That would change when I got to St Louis, and again, depending on where I was told to take the target.

When I reached Cedar Rapids, I stopped for an hour for coffee and breakfast of pancakes, bacon and eggs, at a diner where the place was clean, the staff were friendly, and the service was quick. The food wasn’t bad either.

Outside St Louis I changed the plates and paperwork, changed into different clothes, the sort that when the police asked a witness to describe me, it would be average height, average weight, average clothes, you know, check shirt, well-worn North Face parka, well-worn hiking boots, faded well-worn jeans, and a well-worn face that had had spent a lot of time outdoors.

The sort of person a mother wouldn’t recognise if he were standing next to her on a bus. It was the part of the training I liked the most – becoming invisible.

Then, ten minutes before the appointed time, I sent the location to a burner number, a street corner where I could stop for just long enough for someone to get in, and we could keep moving. This was a critical part of the operation and required precision timing. The only thing that could mess this up was an accident, and I’d checked the route; nothing was going to cause a problem.

At the precise moment, I stopped the car, released the door lock, and someone got in the back. They were covered, protected from the cold, and I didn’t look other than to make sure they were in and the door closed before I drove off. In all, I was there for 7 seconds.

After sending an acknowledgement text to the boss, he sent the destination. There was generally no conversation with the target; it was pick up and deliver. Food was in a hamper on the back seat. We would not be stopping for anything other than gas and restroom visits.

There was no communication with the target; it was just my job to take them from point A to point B, which this time, was outside Saks, Fifth Avenue, New York. I would have guessed a safe house, not a place where the target could do some indulgent shopping. I sighed inwardly.

A glance in the back told me very little, other than this time it was a woman, and that she would not be recognisable as anyone I would know or attempt to guess at. Because we both worked for the same man, she would have the same training as I had, except I didn’t get to go into the field as a primary agent; I had only qualified for work in Section 5, support services.

There had been times when I was disappointed, but sometimes running support could also be as dangerous as an agent on the ground, especially when it was a hot extraction.

At the first restroom stop, I pulled into the carpark close to the building, and she got out, taking a small backpack with her. I had not seen it when she got in, but that meant little. I waited half an hour, the maximum time before I had to go check, but she reappeared, having changed her appearance, but still as anonymous as before.

I was not meant to, but I watched her walk from the front door of the cafe, towards the car before turning to the front as she neared. It reminded me of someone from a distant past, but exactly who eluded me.

The door shut, and I drove off.

Once past the city limits, she asked, quite unexpectedly, “What’s your name?” The voice was distorted through the mask.

“Against protocol, ma’am.”

“We’re out in the middle of nowhere. Surely it doesn’t matter.”

“Not my call. The boss is insistent. No names, no conversation.”

I heard a sigh, and then she settled into the seat. The car wasn’t exactly the most comfortable, but Services had upgraded the seating, especially for the driver, knowing how long we might have to drive in a single sitting. Moving an agent was by car. Any other form of travel left a trail.

A half hour later, I heard the sounds of sleep. I would get mine after I dropped her off.

Darkness settled slowly until the inky blackness swallowed us up, and then it was a matter of watching the headlights of the cars opposite come and go, and the cars and trucks behind and in front pass or get passed. There was a reasonable amount of traffic, and for the first few hours of darkness, it was almost boring.

There was no movement from the back seat.

Then, “I need a break. Find some facilities.”

I checked the GPS and there was one ten minutes ahead. “Ten minutes or so.”

“Thanks.”

Ten minutes, I pulled off the main road and stopped at a BP petrol station at a place called Straughan. She got out and went inside. I filled the tank with Premium, paid the bill in cash and got back in the car.

That’s when I saw a car, sitting in the truck park, no lights, but suddenly, the flaring of a match lit a cigarette. Not enough light to see the driver’s face, but an outline. A large man in a small car.

It could be nothing.

The door opened and closed. I started the car and drove out slowly. I watched the car behind me. It didn’t move. I turned and went back the way we came to the on ramp of the I-70 and soon was back up to speed.

Back on the highway, I switched on the cruise control and relaxed. A glance every now and then in the exterior rear vision mirror showed the usual traffic, except after an hour, a set of headlights appeared a distance back and then stayed there, sometimes falling back, sometimes moving faster, but never beyond a certain point.

Damn!

It could be my imagination, but I didn’t think so. There was that car on the side of the road back at the gas station, but the fact that it had taken hours to locate us suggested only one possibility.

“Excuse me?”

A few seconds of silence, then “I thought we were not to speak.”

“True, but there might be a problem. I would like you to check everything you have and make sure there isn’t a tracking device.”

“We have a tail?”

“We might, or it might be my paranoia.”

“It’s not possible.”

“Humour me.”

I heard her mutter something under her breath and then reluctantly search. A minute later, a sharp gasp, the window opening and then closing.

“How?” I asked.

“I was with the target, who seemed a little more anxious than usual. I left as soon as I could without raising suspicion, called the controller and requested extraction. There were other red flags, and it was time.”

“Once they realise you tossed the tracker, the excitement begins.”

I had three guns, a modified car that could outrun the car behind me, theoretically, but they had time to set up a blockage further along, depending on how desperate they were to capture my passenger. I guess we’d soon find out.

“Settle in. This could take a while.”

Except, not long after, the headlights appeared behind me again. There were two trackers. I wouldn’t bother her about the second; just wait and see what they were prepared to do. I was on a major highway, and there were a lot of trucks to use as cover.

At the next gas station, near Akron, I sent a text message requesting another car and a device that would knock out anything transmitting a signal, which meant we would not have any communications. That would not be a problem for the short time it took for us to get away. I also requested her to double-check everything she had with her and on, just to make sure.

I didn’t ask, and she didn’t say whether there was another device, but it was clear she had completely changed everything and left the other clothes and belongings behind.

At Akron, we changed cars.

I also made an alarming discovery. The woman in the back of my car was a girl I used to know back in high school, the one who never gave me a second look. When I did know her, it was she who had suggested, with the grades I had, that I should apply to the FBI. She didn’t say she was, but it surprised me that she suggested it.

Annabel Tyler.

Undercover agent for? I was tempted to ask, but it was not my business. She wouldn’t remember me, not if she had evolved into many different identities and personas. She probably didn’t know who she was herself.

We lost the tail. There were no more trackers, and I arrived at Saks Fifth Avenue.

When I stopped the car outside the building, she leaned forward and offered a card. It had a number scribbled on it.

“What’s this?”

“My number, Daniel. I was far too focused on turning into whatever this is I am now, and lost sight of everything that should matter. I’m tired and need a break. You call this number, and I’ll answer, any time of the day or night.”

“Why?”

“You now know my secret, and I know yours. You are the only person I can trust. What do you think? Don’t disappoint me a second time.”

And then she was gone. Just like that. Into thin air. I put the card in my pocket and pulled out into the traffic.

©  Charles Heath  2025-2026

365 Days of writing, 2026 – 80/81

Days 80 and 81 – Writing exercise

It was like watching a train wreck happening in real time.

But that was the current state of my older brother Roger’s life, firstborn and heir to the family fortune.

I was the youngest sibling, Sam, last born and heir to nothing but the name, Winterbourne, which in reality counted for very little.

In between four girls was the second son, Edward, and he was the harbinger of everything that was going wrong, and had been for some time.

Why?

Because he honestly believed that he should be the son and heir, not Roger, simply because Edward was more like our father, and Roger was more like our mother.

They looked like brothers, same size, same hair, same build, but that was where the similarities ended.  Roger wanted to be an actor, not a lawyer, and Edward followed in fathers footsteps.

Nobody cared what I wanted to do, and simply left me alone.

But, in truth, the issues that started the family express on its way to a certain disaster began when our mother died.

By that time, we were all past school, the girls married, bar one, Roger in the throes of getting married to his prospective wife, Edward drinking, gambling, and womanising as was his so-called birthright, and I was spending time managing the estate.

Everybody was reasonably happy, except father never quite got over the loss of our mother.

That wasn’t so much the catalyst as the revelation that Edward decided he wanted the girl Roger was about to marry.

Of course, if that was the only issue, the train could have stayed on the tracks.  It was the fact that she got herself entangled in Edward’s messy life, and Roger found out.

..

Roger was never one for self-assertion.  Or defending his position or his possessions, not that he treated Bethany as a possession.  He was not like that.  Edward was always taking his things and never returning them.

Now he wanted to take his girlfriend.

I had told Roger to propose to Bethany, but he prevaricated.  He was like that, as his mother was.

I told him more than once that he who hesitates generally loses, but he had this faith in the fact that things would always work out the way they were supposed to.

God did not work in mysterious ways.

I walked in on the argument that erupted in the drawing room.

Two stags stare each other down.

“So, what’s the difference of opinion now?”

Roger always backed down before it got confrontational, but this time he had the bit between his teeth.

“Tell this useless idiot to back off on Bethany.” Roger always had a problem when angry in speaking his words, stemming from having a bad stutter when he was much younger.

Edward, making fun of it, hadn’t helped.

I looked at Edward.  “Are you that low that you’d do that to your brother?”

“She doesn’t like him.  She told me so.  If it wasn’t for Dad leaving the keys to the castle to him, she wouldn’t waste her time.  Not that he could run the place.  Dad would be better off leaving it to me.”

And there it was, that was a long-standing argument that held no water with inheritance laws, finally out of the box.  He’d been alluding to it for years.

“So, what exactly does that mean, Edward.  Is she going to come here and tell him herself because there are matters that need to be resolved?”

I was not sure what the arrangements were, but the match had been forged between families just before mother had died and was to be fulfilled before father died.

It had been an agreeable arrangement between the families and had come to the point where the wedding was announced, and everyone was looking forward to it.

Except…

Bethany walked into the room.

She stopped at the door and looked first at Edward, which elicited a complete change of expression, Roget, probably the angriest I’d ever seen him, which fuelled another change, then to me.  “What am I going to tell whom?”

“I can’t cope with any of this.  The wedding is off,” Roger was barely able to speak, the angriest I’ve ever seen him, and then stormed out of the room.

Bethany looked at Edward, “What have you done?”

“I told him the truth, and he couldn’t handle it “

“What truth?”

“That you love me, not that simpering idiot.” 

There were only fifteen steps between her and Edward, the only person in the room who wasn’t angry.  I blinked and almost missed it.

She punched his lights out.

Literally.

Then went after Roger.

I crossed the room to where Edward was lying on the floor, completely out of it.  I was sorely tempted to get a bucket of ice water and throw it over him.

Instead, I just shook my head.

Impetuous Edward.  Like a great many things that ran around in his head, a lot of it was his imagination. I suspect he mistook her kindness towards him as affection. She most likely said she loved him as a brother-in-law, and he heard what he wanted to hear.

In that moment, I wanted to strangle him.

At the bottom of the garden there was a stream, with a rotunda when mother used to sit and read, or towards the of her life, paint.

A lot of her paintings adorned the walls, and the one she did of Zeus, my childhood dog, still hung in my room, a reminder of days long gone.

I wandered down there now, as I did when everything got a little too much, to talk to mother, believing that she was nearby and would hear me.

I was not surprised to see Bethany there, looking very unhappy.

She looked up when I reached the bottom of the steps.

“Sam.”

“You’ve found my hiding spot.”

“It’s very peaceful.”

“Mother’s favourite place.  Father built it for her and forbade any of us from coming here, so she had her own refuge from the monsters.”

“Monsters?”

“Us children.  There were seven of us, and all with our individual quirks.  Some more than others.  May I?”

She nodded.

I joined her but sat on the opposite side, a habit formed when my mother said I could join her.

“I had no idea you had such a hefty right hook.”

“Neither did I, but he deserved it.”

That he did.  “How are you?”  I asked.  I think I already knew, the red, teary eyes and woebegone expression.

“Not good.  Roger won’t talk to me.”

“The Edward effect, I call it.  Edward has always ragged on him, all his life.  Edward inherited all of the bad traits from my father’s side of the family, very much like Uncle William, that generation’s black sheep.”

“I did not say those things to Edward.  I have no idea how he could think that.”

“Edward hears what he wants to hear and imagines the rest.  He’s angry that the inheritance goes to Roger, and I suspect that jealousy has only intensified, given his gambling debts.  It isn’t going away any time soon, not unless father does something about it.”

She sighed.  “It’s a mess.  I have no idea how I’m going to tell my parents.  I swear I have not had anything to do with Edward.  I have no idea how he could even imagine I would prefer him.  He’s a bully, at best.”

That was being kind.  Very few of the girls in our sphere would have anything to do with him.

“Well, there has to be a wedding.  Everything is arranged.  That means something must be done about Edward, and my father is going to have to sort it out.  Let me see what I can do.  Don’t tell anyone just yet.”

“Are you sure.  I’ve never seen Roger this upset.”

“Believe me, this is nothing compared to some of the terrible things Edward has done, to all of us.  I think once his father learns of his behaviour, it’ll come to an end.”

Of course, there was no guarantee that anything would be done.  My father had tended to ignore Edward and hope the problem would go away.

Even so, after talking to Bethany, I decided that I would try to see my father and get him involved.  Edward just might sit still long enough to be given an ultimatum, if only to leave Bethany alone.

Roger needed to have time to settle into a relationship that didn’t involve wrestling with his brother and the dissections and enmity that came with it.

Someone had to get the train back on the rails.

At this time of the day, if he was not in the city attending to business, he would be in the study.  I was never quite sure what he did in there. Mother told me once that it was where he hid from her and his parenting responsibilities.

I wasn’t going to tell her she’s had almost done the same, leaving it to boarding schools and a bevy of servants and nannies to look after us until we were old enough to make our own way.

When I reached the study doors, McCallister, one of the farmhands, was standing outside.  He was one of the nice ones, having taught me to ride a horse and a lot of the work that went into running an estate.

More than once, I said that he should be running the place, but he was always content just to come with me.

“Are you in trouble?”

Dumb question, he was the one who usefully dragged the recalcitrant hands before the master.

“‘Tis Master Edward, sir.  I was asked to bring him here.  Never thought I’d see the day say Master Roger would hot him, but there it is.”

There it was, indeed.

I knocked on the door, waited until asked, and went in.

Edward was lounging in the chair opposite the desk, not very well.  Roger had made his point in no uncertain terms. Roger was standing further to one side, as if the distance between them was a matter of one of the others’ safety.

Edwards kept a wary eye on his brother.

Father was standing behind his desk and looked more forbidding than I’d ever seen him before.  If it had been his expectation that the children would be able to sort out their problems between them, he was sadly mistaken.

“If you’ve come to state the obvious, don’t.”

“I was going to say that I’ve spoken to Bethany and she does not harbour any feelings towards Edward, no matter what he may think or say.  I’m not going to state the obvious, but this whole affair needs to be resolved now, once and for all.”

“It is.”

There was a finality in those two words that I could literally feel.  The air in that room, it was so thick you could metaphorically cut it with a knife.

Edward was silent.  He was looking down.  There was something about him I’d never seen before

Fear.

Outright fear.

Our father looked at him, the Roger the me.  “Edward will be leaving with William.  He’ll be going back to South Africa with him.  I’ve paid his debts, and there will be no arguments, no whining and no more of this rubbish that has done nothing but sully our good name with our neighbours, our friends, and business partners.

“I am glad your mother isn’t alive today to see what a wretch you are, Edward.  We gave you every chance in the world to make something of yourself, and what did you do?”

Another knock on the door.

Uncle William.  Alleged black sheep of the family, but I think I got it wrong.  He was here to turn the black sheep into a human being.

“Peter, Roger, Sam.”  Then his eyes reached the wretch.  “Edward.”  He shook his head.  He looked up at his brother.  “I would not be as forgiving, but then you were always the softy.”

He grabbed Edward by the shoulder and dragged him to his feet.  “I’ll make a man put of him, either that or put him in a box.”  I’d never seen Edward so shaken.  “Let’s go.”

“I need to get some stuff, Uncle.”

“Where you’re going, you don’t need stuff, just your wits.”

They left, and the door closed behind them.

My father glared at Roger.  “You need to get your head out of your rear end.  Go and sort out the mess with your young lady.  Go.”

Roget almost ran.

That left me, and a man in a frightfully bad mood, and wondering what it was that I had done wrong.  My father was back to being his scariest best.

He almost fell into his chair, exhausted.

“Keep up the good work, Sam.  At least someone in this place is interested in keeping it running.”

“Yes, sir.”

He waved his hand in my direction, towards the door.  “Be off with you.”

I got as far as opening the door, almost escaping, when he said, “Sam.”

I stopped and slowly turned, waiting for the bollicking. “Find yourself a nice young lady and marry her.  Your mother always liked the Princeton girl.  What’s her name?”

“Annie.”

“Annie.  Im sure I’ve seen her here.  She’s not wishy washy like Rogers girl, but he is wishy washy anyway, so they’ll make a good pair.  Hmm.  Off you go then.”

I went out and closed the door before he thought of something else.  He may have appeared to be lost in grief, but he didn’t miss anything.

Or my oldest sister couldn’t keep a secret.

“Sam.”

Annie’s voice came down the passage just as she came into sight.  “I hear Roger finally snapped.”

I went down to meet her.  “Father’s back.  I think our secret romance is no longer a secret.”

She smiled, taking my hand in hers.  “It was never a secret, was it, McCallister?”

He was walking past, his guard duty done.  “No, miss.  Not since you two moved in together in the gamekeeper’s cottage.”

I wanted it to be a secret, but he was right.

“Edward?”

“Leaving with Uncle William.”

“Purgatory then?”

“Reform school.”

“Then the weddings back on?”

“How did you know it was off?”

She looked me up and down, and simply smiled that angelic smile of hers, the one that reminded me of my mother. 

Some might say there was light at the end of the tunnel.

Others would say it was an out-of-control freight train heading straight for us.

Me, I’d just simply say the train wreck was averted, and tomorrow, well, that was ready for us to face the next disaster.

©  Charles Heath  2026

NaNoWriMo – April – 2026 – Day 8

I’m in the middle of writing a new chapter, one that goes back a little in time, but helps set up events that occur later towards the end.

And true to form, it’s going a little off track.

There is scope for it to be a pivotal point in the story, but it’s not quite working out that way.

I’m doing this while I’m waiting for my usual Friday grandchild collection from school. Here I have to get here a half hour before pick up time to get a favourable position in the queue.

So it’s a good time to do some editing.

And it’s where I work on one of my stories, matched to a photo as inspiration.

Not today.

There are pressures in getting the NaNoWriMo project finished, and it’s getting away from me.

This part was not as easy as I hoped, so back to the job. Hopefully, there will be better news tomorrow