Category: Fiction

Inspiration, Maybe – Volume 2

50 photographs, 50 stories, of which there is one of the 50 below.

They all start with –

A picture paints … well, as many words as you like.  For instance:

And, the story:

Have you ever watched your hopes and dreams simply just fly away?

Everything I thought I wanted and needed had just left in an aeroplane, and although I said I was not going to, i came to the airport to see the plane leave.  Not the person on it, that would have been far too difficult and emotional, but perhaps it was symbolic, the end of one life and the start of another.

But no matter what I thought or felt, we had both come to the right decision.  She needed the opportunity to spread her wings.  It was probably not the best idea for her to apply for the job without telling me, but I understood her reasons.

She was in a rut.  Though her job was a very good one, it was not as demanding as she had expected, particularly after the last promotion, but with it came resentment from others on her level, that she, the youngest of the group would get the position.

It was something that had been weighing down of her for the last three months, and if noticed it, the late nights, the moodiness, sometimes a flash of temper.  I knew she had one, no one could have such red hair and not, but she had always kept it in check.

And, then there was us, together, and after seven years, it felt like we were going nowhere.  Perhaps that was down to my lack of ambition, and though she never said it, lack of sophistication.  It hadn’t been an issue, well, not until her last promotion, and the fact she had to entertain more, and frankly I felt like an embarrassment to her.

So, there it was, three days ago, the beginning of the weekend, and we had planned to go away for a few days and take stock.  We both acknowledged we needed to talk, but it never seemed the right time.

It was then she said she had quit her job and found a new one.  Starting the following Monday.

Ok, that took me by surprise, not so much that it something I sort of guessed might happen, but that she would just blurt it out.

I think that right then, at that moment, I could feel her frustration with everything around her.

What surprised her was my reaction.  None.

I simply asked where who, and when.

A world-class newspaper, in New York, and she had to be there in a week.

A week.

It was all the time I had left with her.

I remember I just shrugged and asked if the planned weekend away was off.

She stood on the other side of the kitchen counter, hands around a cup of coffee she had just poured, and that one thing I remembered was the lone tear that ran down her cheek.

Is that all you want to know?

I did, yes, but we had lost that intimacy we used to have when she would have told me what was happening, and we would have brainstormed solutions. I might be a cabinet maker but I still had a brain, was what I overheard her tell a friend once.

There’s not much to ask, I said.  You’ve been desperately unhappy and haven’t been able to hide it all that well, you have been under a lot of pressure trying to deal with a group of troglodytes, and you’ve been leaning on Bentley’s shoulder instead of mine, and I get it, he’s got more experience in that place,  and the politics that go with it, and is still an ally.

Her immediate superior and instrumental in her getting the position, but unlike some men in his position he had not taken advantage of a situation like some men would.  And even if she had made a move, which I doubted, that was not the sort of woman she was, he would have politely declined.

One of the very few happily married men in that organisation, so I heard.

So, she said, you’re not just a pretty face.

Par for the course for a cabinet maker whose university degree is in psychology.  It doesn’t take rocket science to see what was happening to you.  I just didn’t think it was my place to jump in unless you asked me, and when you didn’t, well, that told me everything I needed to know.

Yes, our relationship had a use by date, and it was in the next few days.

I was thinking, she said, that you might come with me,  you can make cabinets anywhere.

I could, but I think the real problem wasn’t just the job.  It was everything around her and going with her, that would just be a constant reminder of what had been holding her back. I didn’t want that for her and said so.

Then the only question left was, what do we do now?

Go shopping for suitcases.  Bags to pack, and places to go.

Getting on the roller coaster is easy.  On the beginning, it’s a slow easy ride, followed by the slow climb to the top.  It’s much like some relationships, they start out easy, they require a little work to get to the next level, follows by the adrenaline rush when it all comes together.

What most people forget is that what comes down must go back up, and life is pretty much a roller coaster with highs and lows.

Our roller coaster had just come or of the final turn and we were braking so that it stops at the station.

There was no question of going with her to New York.  Yes, I promised I’d come over and visit her, but that was a promise with crossed fingers behind my back.  After a few months in t the new job the last thing shed want was a reminder of what she left behind.  New friends new life.

We packed her bags, three out everything she didn’t want, a free trips to the op shop with stiff she knew others would like to have, and basically, by the time she was ready to go, there was nothing left of her in the apartment, or anywhere.

Her friends would be seeing her off at the airport, and that’s when I told her I was not coming, that moment the taxi arrived to take her away forever.  I remember standing there, watching the taxi go.  It was going to be, and was, as hard as it was to watch the plane leave.

So, there I was, finally staring at the blank sky, around me a dozen other plane spotters, a rather motley crew of plane enthusiasts.

Already that morning there’s been 6 different types of plane depart, and I could hear another winding up its engines for take-off.

People coming, people going.

Maybe I would go to New York in a couple of months, not to see her, but just see what the attraction was.  Or maybe I would drop in, just to see how she was.

As one of my friends told me when I gave him the news, the future is never written in stone, and it’s about time you broadened your horizons.

Perhaps it was.

© Charles Heath 2020-2021

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The cinema of my dreams – I always wanted to write a war story – Episode 43

For a story that was conceived during those long boring hours flying in a steel cocoon, striving to keep away the thoughts that the plane and everyone in it could just simply disappear as planes have in the past, it has come a long way.

Whilst I have always had a fascination with what happened during the second world war, not the battles or fighting, but in the more obscure events that took place, I decided to pen my own little sidebar to what was a long and bitter war.

And, so, it continues…

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Mayer fought the urge to panic, and then consider giving himself up.  He remembered what the Standartenfuhrer said, and knew that it was not an option.

He slid back into the forest, then far enough back, stood, and ran, the thick snow not only hampering his speed but also covering the sound of his flight. 

He stopped and listened for the sound of the following soldiers, but all he could hear was the sound of a locomotive and his breathing.  His heart was pounding, not used to such exercise or fear.

The soldiers must have stopped where the running person had fallen, and then on the verge of the tree line when the Standartenfuhrer had been shot.

He kneeled down and struggled to catch his breath.  He had the bad the Standartenfuhrer had thrust upon him as they got out of the car, and hoped it had a map, but it was too dark to look now.

From earlier, he remembered the other side of the railway tracks had trees too, and the road that led to the border, the village, if there was one, and the railway station.  There would also be a small shunting area, freight sheds, or something else to hide in, maybe even a signal tower.

Somewhere warm, and with some light, so he could plan his next move.  He was not sure what the Standartenfuhrer Had planned, but it certainly could not be by car the whole way, and they would not make the rendezvous by walking.

The plan had to include going by train.

Brenner pass was along the main track from Austria to the south of Italy, and from an earlier look at a map, the train would go through F, Verona, Bologna, to Florence where he would find the next guide.

Details of that guide hopefully were in the bag, a bag that he would have to hide or lose if he was captured because it would give away the escape route and resistance members who helped those fleeing Germany.

If he had the time or could think straight.  The cold was making that very difficult.  And there was the shock of losing the Standartenfuhrer.

It took five minutes to regain a certain amount of calm and be able to think. 

First, he had to get back to the tree line and see where he was, in proximity to the village, and the railway tracks.

That took about ten minutes carefully picking his way through the trees.  There was no path, it was dark, and he kept hitting low branches and getting covered in snow. There was enough down the back of his neck to make him very uncomfortable.

When he reached the tree line he looked back from where he had been, about a kilometer, and he could see the torches of the soldiers milling around where he and the Standartenfuhrer had been.  The train was still there, the locomotive’s light blazing in front, lighting a short distance of the track in front of it, almost blindingly bright. 

He was not sure why it was waiting on the track.

Looking the other way, there were two sets of tracks, a wide clear area, then another track with several flat cars and a guards van sitting in darkness, all of which were covered in snow.  They were not being used, so the van might provide some shelter.

He just had to get over there, about 100 meters distant.  The problem was there were lights, not very bright, at regular distances, but short enough that a man might present a shadowy outline if anyone was looking.

If he stayed low and run fast, it might just work.

A train whistle in the distance, coming from Italy caused him to shrink back into the cover of the trees.  Another train was coming.  It was oddly busy at a very late hour.

The locomotive also had a bright light that lit up the edge of the tree line, so he had to go further back to get away from it, and wait until the train passed.  It had a lot of flat cars with tanks and troop carriers on it, going back to Germany.  There were no soldiers so perhaps the equipment was needed elsewhere, maybe that final push to England he kept hearing about.

Once that train passed, the one that had been waiting finally restarted its journey south and slowly rumbled past him.  It was almost like a passenger train with no priority had had to wait until essential war trains passed.

When that train had gone, the surrounding area descended into a quiet, also silent field.  The snow had begun to fall heavier, which would be advantageous, and after several long looks in both directions, he ran, crossing the tracks, the empty space, and then to the guard van where he hid between it and the freight car until he caught his breath.

And see if anyone had seen him, expecting whistles and shouting coming from up the track.

Another look showed that only two torches remained back where there had been frenetic activity.  He hoped they considered they had caught the people they were looking for.

He went down the side of the guard’s van to the door, climbed the ladder, and tried the door.  It was unlocked.  There was no reason why it would be locked.

He went in and shut the door, and immediately it was warmer, and certainly dryer.  IT was impossibly dark inside, so he felt around in the bag and found a torch.  Someone had been clever enough to add a torch, some first aid equipment.  The papers included a map.

He checked the cabin for windows and found the shutters were closed, so he didn’t have to stifle the torches light.  A further check showed a bed at the end of the cabin, with a blanket, musty but dry.

There was a stove, a kettle with water, and a tin of tea leaves.  He wasn’t going to start a fire, so no tea.  There was no food, so the hunger would have to remain for a while longer.  The water tasted alright, but he could melt some snow if he needed more.

A place to stay, at least until daybreak when it would be wise to get into the forest on the roadside, and head towards the village, or perhaps wait for a train and see if he could hide on it for the trip south.

First, he needed some rest.

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© Charles Heath 2020-2022

A photograph from the inspirational bin – 7

There is always something strange about certain photographs that is not evident when you take them.

For instance, the photograph above.

While this might look like vegetation by the side of a river or stream, it’s the blackness behind what look like steps up from the water level that adds a level of intrigue or mystery.

For instance:

…

We had spent two weeks slowly going upriver looking for a needle in a haystack. It was an apt description, because there had been quite a large number of likely spots, all of which, after investigation, came to nothing.

I mean, the description Professor Bates had given was as hazy as day is long in these parts.

His recollection: that it was a cave-like space behind lush undergrowth, with stone steps.

It was all the more confusing. Because when we found him, he was drifting on a rough-hewn and constructed raft, half dead from dehydration. We were told he’d been on the raft for nearly a week.

That meant the cave could be anywhere between where we found him at the 10 mile mark and 200 miles further on, based on river flow.

We were currently at the 150-mile mark, and the river was losing depth and width; soon, there would not be enough water to continue in the boat.

It was dusk and too dark to continue. We’d been enthusiastic in those first days, continuing on in the dark, on shifts, using the arc lamps.

Then, after a week, having lights on made us target practise, and after several brushes with death, and the loss of all the bulbs being shot out, we got the message.

There was the odd marauder during the day, but we had the width of the river for safety.  Now that had gone too, and we had lookouts posted, but seeing into the dense jungle was difficult.

But we got through another night with no activity, and come morning, what looked like the entrance to a cave was not fifteen feet from us.

All we had to do was row over and check.

…

© Charles Heath 2020-2021

The cinema of my dreams – Was it just another surveillance job – Episode 26

I’m back home and this story has been sitting on a back burner for a few months, waiting for some more to be written.

The trouble is, there are also other stories to write, and I’m not very good at prioritizing.

But, here we are, a few minutes opened up and it didn’t take long to get back into the groove.

Maury drops in for a search

 

I moved to the doorway and switched off the light, sending the room back into inky darkness.  Not good for the eyes, going bright light to instant dark.  We stood together behind the door as it opened inwards, Jan ready with her gun.

The door opened slowly, at the same time letting light in from the corridor, making it easier to see.

Opened fully, the visitor tentatively stepped into the room, and once the shape moved past the door, I slammed it shut and Jan lunged with the gun.  

I was not sure what result she was expecting but the person fought back, and as they turned to wrench the gun out of her hand, I let loose a punch, aiming for the head, and as hard as I could.  I head a cracking sound followed by a thump as the body hit the ground.

When I turned the light back on, there were two surprises.  The first, that I’d managed to knock someone out, and the second, Maury was back for a second look.

Why?

It didn’t matter.  He wasn’t going to be unconscious for very long.  Jan had some twine in her room, I wasn’t going to ask why, and she tied his hands and legs together, trussed almost like a turkey.

We left him on the floor when he’d fallen.  Unconscious, he was too heavy to move, or lift.

“Is this man Severin, Maury or Nobbin?” she asked.  She’d saved the questions until after he’d been neutralized, and we’d taken his gun off him.  Also, a knife.  She’d also look through his pockets to see if he carried any identification.  He didn’t, and I wouldn’t expect to find anything.  At the moment I was the same, and since I threw the phone’s sim card, I was now completely anonymous.

“Maury,” I said.

“The attack dog?”

“Not able to attack us at the moment, but yes.  I wonder why he came back?”

“We should ask him,” she said, “when he wakes up.”

We were sitting in the chairs, turned around to face Maury lying on the ground.  He had wriggled, and realizing he was tied up, tried harder to escape the bonds, and then relaxed when he realized he couldn’t.

His eyes turned to us, and it felt like a death stare.  

“This is a mistake,” he said.  “untie these ropes and I might make an exception for you.

“Why are you here?” I asked him.

“That’s none of your business.”

“But it is mine.  This is my flat, and you’re trespassing,” Jan said.

He switched his death gaze to her.

“I’m not here to cause trouble.”

“Then why are you here?”

“To ask you if your next-door neighbor left anything here with you to collect at a later date.”

No doubt with a menacing attitude, which would end in violence because Maury was not the sort to take no for an answer.

“Most people would knock on the door, and politely wait until it was answered.”

Most people.

“I was told there would be no one at home.”

“And it couldn’t wait until I returned?  I’m sorry, but you have broken into my flat and I’m going to call the police.”

He looked at me.

“That’s not a good idea.  Tell her, Jackson.”

“I don’t work for you, or Severin, anymore.  In fact, when I went back into the office, I got dragged aside and interrogated.  No one seems to know who you and Severin are.”

“That’s because our operation was on a need to know basis.  How do you think our business works?  Not by telling everyone what you’re doing.  Now untie me, and I’ll be on my way.”

“No,” Jan said.  “Not until you tell us exactly who you are and who you work for, and why you deemed it necessary to murder O’Connell.”

Maury looked at me again, and there was no mistaking the anger.

“You do understand what the Official Secrets Act means, don’t you Jackson?”

“More or less.  But it depends on who it is you speak to whether that’s relevant or not.”

Back to Jan.  

“Who are you, then?”

“As you keep pulling out of your hat, it’s on a need to know basis, and, of course, we just tell everyone what we’re doing either.  But one thing I’m sure of, we do not go around killing agents.  As far as I can tell, O’Connell was working for an agency, possibly yours but I don’t think so, and in the course of his investigation, he came across some valuable information.  Information, I’m told, you want.  What is it and why?”

“Are you serious?”

He shifted his glare back to me.

“Seriously Jackson, who is this person?”

“Someone, I fear, who is going to cause you a great deal of grief if you don’t answer her questions.”

“Don’t be ridiculous.  I don’t have to tall you or anyone else the nature of my business.”

I saw her shake her head.  “I take it, that’s a no.”  She shrugged and pulled out her phone and dialed a number.  “Always the hard way with you people.”

“Sir,” she said when the call was answered.  “I’ve got a character named Maury tied up in my flat.  Breaking and entering for starters.  Yes, I’ll be here.”

She put the phone back in her bag.  “They’ll be here in ten minutes.”

All we had to do was hope that Maury didn’t have a backup.

© Charles Heath 2020

365 Days of writing, 2026 – 20

Day 20 – Writing exercise

You are just passing a doorway, and you hear, “the dumb bastard doesn’t know his arse from his elbow”, then “Richards, Monday, I can barely wait to see you.  Bye.”

20 years of blissful marriage just evaporated.

…

I wondered whether all parties were the same, with over 200 invitees, people with more wealth than the national debt, who all knew the person for whom the party was for.

Isabella Rowena Elizabeth Walthemphere.

I had the distinct honour of knowing that exact person for the last 20 years, and of course, it was the one who had a team of 20 organisers make sure it went off to perfection.

And after a quick waltz around the ballroom, specially built and opened for the occasion, she told me it was the best party she had ever had in her honour.

For the rest of the time, I had watched her weave her magic among the guests, stopping here and there, a quiet word in a war, a gentle hand on an arm, a hug where it was needed.

She had no enemies.

But, a little before midnight, before the fireworks, she disappeared.

Well, not disappear, I had seen her look around first, an expression appearing on her face as it briefly hit the light, an expression I hadn’t seen before.

One of pure joy.

And she had insisted in her hand, just barely visible, a cell phone, one that she promised she would leave in the anteroom along with all the others.

One I saw her put there.

She then stepped back into the house through the summer doors of the morning room, just as I approached on the other side of the pillar.

And the hushed coversation”

“I bet you say that to all the girls…”

“Of course, I adore you.”

“He doesn’t, he couldn’t, he doesn’t know his ass from his elbow…”

“I can’t wait, Richards Cafe, Monday.  See you then.”

It was a conversation that no husband ever wanted to hear, and a conversation, at the very least, not to be having at a party your husband was throwing for you.

If it actually meant what I thought it meant, which didn’t make any sense at all.  Why wait 20 years to cheat on your husband?

The first fireworks exploded, and I just saw her which by, almost running.  She would be missed.  I would not.

…

Being married to Isabella Raisa Elizabeth Walthemphere was the opportunity of a lifetime, and somehow, out of a mass of very worthy and far more suitable candidates, she picked me.

It was, even for me, an odd choice.  It wasn’t the cut of the tuxedo, it wasn’t my ability to dance like a ballroom professional, it wasn’t the fact I was neither rich nor poor; perhaps it was because I cared.

We met incongruous, I did not know who she was, but just a girl called Margaret on holiday with a friend.

Someone had called out ‘Isabella,’ and in a moment, I saw this poor girl stumble, get up and run, and then completely knock me over.

I cursed her in four languages.

She cursed me back in five.

I helped up.  “If you want to be helpful, get in those people’s way.”

“Why?”

She cursed me again and then ran down a lane, then disappeared.

I got in the way.

“Do you know who that is?”

“No.  Should I?”

“The Countess Isabella… oh, forget it.”

And they took off down the lane much too late to catch her.

A week later he face was plastered all over the newspapers, the Countess was marrying a Prince something or other.

Good luck with that.  The Prince looked like he was a hundred years old, but one day would be king.  She didn’t look like queen material to me.

A week after that, in a dumpy hotel in Paris, at the end of my sojourn from the real world, I ran into her again.

Literally.

She was hiding from the media, and apparently, her mother and the soon-to-be king.  For a reason, her mother wanted her married into the rich and famous so that she could keep the Counts’ castle, after being left penniless when he died.

She had a plan, one I think she formulated after running into me again, testing to brush off runny eggs and greasy bacon, my only clean set of clothes I had to go back home in.

Would I marry her for a week, then get unmarried so she couldn’t marry the prince?  She could not be divorced.

I would get a hundred thousand dollars for my cooperation.

Who would turn down an offer like that?

We married in a quaint church in Paris, her mother married the Prince, the daughter became a princess and wasn’t allowed to divorce.

It was the oddest start to a relationship i ever had, and for a year I was basically a cardboard carpet turning up at events, being the dutiful husband, having promised to go quietly at the end of a contract.

Except here we were 20 years later, doing what I had expected her to 20 days later, but didn’t and hadn’t, until now.

…

I guess the deciding factor had been the title, and the pile of stones in a wet but beautiful county in
The middle of England.

My father always moaned about the fact that death duties had destroyed the family finances and our ability to pay for the estate’s upkeep.

My older brother consumed a lot of the wealth with gambling debts and got on the wrong side of the loan sharks and my father drank himself to death, leaving my sister and I with a broken mother who lasted six years before dementia took her away from us.

I finished school, went on a gap year holiday to consider what I was going to do, and then it was all decided for me.

Isabella came and conquered; her mother and the prince bailed me out of a very deep hole, and now I was Lord of the Manor.

I didn’t want to be, but for appearances, I had to be.  It became part of Royalty Inc.

20 years playing the game, 20 years of not producing an heir of my own, but Anthea found herself a nice boy and had 6 of her own, one who could take the title if I didn’t reproduce, which seemed unlikely.

20 years after which the train was about to run off the rails.

…

“Where have you been?”  Anthea was holding the fore, looking every bit the princess herself.

Not quite as famous but every bit as stunning.

She hadn’t believed my luck. 

I hadn’t believed my luck.

Now my luck had run out.

“You know I hate these things.”

“Four times a year, then you can go and hide in the summer house.  Or wherever it is you go.”

I made a face.  “You love this pompous.”

“Of course.  Rubbing shoulders with the cream of society, having every move I make documented for the world at large, taking a platoon of bodyguards in what amounts to a motorcade.”

Last week, meeting an old school friend, male, saw her under a headline ‘stepping out … not with her husband’ and a picture of an innocent kiss.

“Discretion dear.  Discretion.”

Isabella suddenly appeared at my side.  “Where were you?”  It was an innocent question with four barbs attached.

“Looking for you.  The party glow had disappeared.”

“I didn’t disappear.”

“I know you didn’t, dear.”  And smiled in a way that was not usual.

“You’re being strange.  Too much champagne.”

And then caught the eye of a guest and dashed off as she does in the middle of a conversation.

“What’s up with you?”

“Nothing.”

“You think she’s having an affair “

I nearly choked.  How could she possibly think that?

“No.”

“Would it matter if she did?”

Did she know something I didn’t?”

“Everything has a use-by date.  Mine was 19 years ago, but someone rubbed it off.”

She elbowed me in the ribs.  “You’re a fool.  Always was, always will be.  Go and mingle.  They’ll be going home soon.”

…

“You were acting strange tonight.”  Isabella had flipped into a large lounge chair and kicked off her shoes.

I poured a bottle of beer into a glass and took a sip.  It was uncouth to drink from the bottle.

“You disappeared.  Poof!”

“I did not.  I was probably in the restroom.”

“With your cell phone?”

She glared at me in a manner that could be called disconcerting.  Would she lie?

“I was expecting an important call?”

“Who could be so important that it transcends your birthday party?”

She didn’t answer.  Not immediately.  Instead, I got the, I’m working through a thousand scenarios to find one you will believe.

“No matter,” I said.  “It’s none of my business.  I have an early morning with the horses.”  I went over and kissed her on the cheek.  “Have fun down in London.”

As I stood back up, she took my hand and gave me the most intense look I’d ever received.

“How do you know I’m going to London?”

I gave her my I don’t care what you do look, smiled, and said, “You hate Mondays here, always have, and like always, you will simply leave me a note and flit off on some new adventure.  I know you so well.”

She looked miffed.

“What if, for once, you are wrong?”

“I’m always wrong, dear, it’s part of my job.”

She let go of my hand.  “I love you.  And thank you for a wonderful party.”

“You should thank the 20 event planners you employed for me.”

“Are you deliberately trying to annoy me?”

“After 20 years?  I’m sure I have annoyed you many times before now.”

She stood, brushed the imaginary creases out of her dress and looked me straight in the eye.

“What is going on with you?”

I tried looking inscrutable, but couldn’t.

“Nothing dear.  I’m just tired, and I have an early morning.”

She tilted her head slightly and made a new face, one I hadn’t seen before.

“Come with me.”

This was new, too.  “Where?”

“Wherever.  Anywhere.  Just come with me.”

“And make a mess of whatever it is you have planned.  I don’t think you need me.  I’m the horse and hounds part of this, whatever it is, and you are the brains behind everything else.  I can order gardeners, butlers, farmers and sometimes the livestock about.  That’s it.”

She shook her head.

“Only a fool would believe that Henry.  If I thought that of you, we wouldn’t be here now.”

“No.  You’d probably be a queen.”

“I am a princess.”

“I am a Lord or Marquis or something or other.  Titles don’t define us, Isabella.  What’s in our hearts defines us.  My heart is yours, Bella.  Don’t ever forget that.  Call me when you’re finished doing what you’re doing?”

..

She came into my room at 3am when she thought I was asleep and snuggled into me.

It had been a while since the last time.

She was not the sort who wanted to have sex morning, noon and night or every day of the week, and that suited me as well.

I had thought early on that she preferred that sort of relationship with other men and didn’t bother trying to prove it was the case or not.

Our relationship was built on trust.  I trusted her.  I had no idea what she thought of me. 

She left about three hours later, and when I got out of bed, she was gone.

I made the phone call to a man who sorted problems for me, and gave him some precise instructions, and then thought no more about it.

I did not fear for her safety.  I just wanted to make sure she was protected, even though she had that as the princess, i was never quite sure where anyone’s loyalties lay.

There was mischief afoot in her mother’s kingdom, mischief she continually neglected to tell her daughter about.  The king was old and getting on.  It was time for an heir to take over, which was precisely the problem.  There were six, other than the rightful heir, in contention.

Yes, I had spies everywhere.

I bought some horse I sold some horses, I rode a horse and gave an interview to a nice young lady who could actually ride a horse.

I took lunch in the morning room, took the call from my observer, and received the photos of the man she couldn’t wait to see.  They had lunch, all very dignified, but the looks between them.

I shrugged.

All good things must come to an end.  I sat in the library for over an hour, casting my eyes over the many books, some quite old, but most of the read at one time or another and pondered my fate.

I don’t think I wanted to become a joke among her friends.  I was very aware of what they thought of me, despite being polite.

They were her friends.

Mine, I could count on the fingers of one hand.  The rest, passing acquaintances who lingered to be in the shadow of fame, or as an introduction to the main act.

The place could survive without me.  It would have to eventually.

So, having one of those faces that blended well into the background, I donned my camouflage, went to the airport with the boring nondescript passport and bought a ticket to the third plane out.

Which took me to an interesting place called Queenstown, in one of the mother country’s far-flung colonies, New Zealand, though now it was more interestingly called Aotearoa.

It took a week to get there.  My tourist guide told me there were a lot of places in between that i should visit.  I did.

And the marvellous thing about it.  No one recognised me, I was simply Henry James.  I checked, and no one had reported me missing, only that I was temporarily indisposed.  The world could do very well without me, as could Isabella.

…

I should have known that any woman with the name Daphne was going to be trouble.

Day two in the idyllic tourist town of Queenstown was dissolving into a perfect sojourn when this wretched American woman practically threw herself into the chair opposite mine at the cafe where I was reading a newspaper and drinking a perfect cup of coffee.

I glared at her over the newspaper.

“You think they could at least make coffee properly.”

Flushed and annoyed, she grimaced.

“If you want American coffee, go to Starbucks.” Then went back to my paper, a suspicious death in Wanaka. 

“Anyone tell you you are rude?”

“Frequently.  It’s a condition that we old people acquire as we get on in years.”

She smiled, and the severity of her expression lessened.  “You’re not that old.”

“Old enough to be your father.  I’m sure he’d be very unhappy about the way you address your elders.”

“My father wouldn’t care.  Not as much as you do, apparently.  My name is Daphne.”

“Do you only have one name, like Cher?  Is that an American thing?”  I didn’t put the paper down, i was hoping she would be insulted and go off in a huff to the nearest Starbucks.

The waitress delivered her coffee and gave me one of those looks, I pity you, and left quickly.  Had she been here before and complained?

“No.  But it is polite to tell me your name in return.”

I sighed.  She was not leaving.  “Henry.”

She waited a minute to see if I was going to add to it, taking a sip of the coffee and making a face.

“Why are you here?”

“I would have thought that was obvious.  Having coffee.  Reading the paper.  Being interrupted by a woman called Daphne, who doesn’t like local coffee.”

“And who is rude?”

“And who is rude.  Why are you here?”  Then, realising I might be opening a can of worms, added, “No, I don’t want to know.”

“Because my girlfriend had to go home to a sick mother and just abandoned me here.”

I’d have a sick mother, too, if this was what Daphne was like.

“Well, I’m sorry about that.  I’m sure there are plenty of others with whom you can talk.  I’m not the talkative or friendly sort.”

“You’re a tourist.”

“I’m here for some lone time.  Get away from everyone and everything.  The rest of the world, and everything in it, at the moment, is something I just don’t want to cope with.”

She gave me a curious look.  “You break up with a wife or girlfriend.  You cheated, she cheated.”

“That’s what happened to you?”

“Me?  No.  Boys don’t see me for who I am, just what I look like.”

I looked at her again, this time looking past the angry American.  Youngish, mid twenties, though I was not an expert, fair, almost perfect skin, brown hair with reddish tinges and blonde highlights, that stuff I knew from Freda and her children, she was under that scruffy exterior quite attractive.

Perhaps it was the reason she was hiding who she was. 

I shrugged.  “You are what you are.  Savour it while you have it.  Now, I’m sure you have better things to do than annoy father figures.  This newspaper isn’t going to read itself.”

“If you had an iPad it would.”.

“I refuse to live in the digital world.”

“You don’t have a phone.”

“So people can’t find me.  We survived without them once; we can do it again.  Try exercising them from your life and see how it changes.”

I didn’t think she would.

…

I changed cafes, thinking that Daphne would reappear.  I didn’t find out if it was true.

But I did feel a little different after the verbal sparring.  She was a lot like Mandy, Freda’s eldest daughter, overly dependent on devices and taciturn and critical of everything. 

Day five, I took to the water on an old steamship, the TSS Earnslaw, a century-old ship that plied the lake.

It was something that I’d not done before because I was too busy doing all the wrong things when I was younger, and then didn’t have time when I was older

I sat on the deck and soaked up the fresh air.  Winter was coming, and it was getting colder.  The surroundings reminded me of home.

I was almost asleep when someone came and sat next to me.  There wasn’t a dearth of passengers and plenty of other spaces to sit.

Then I got the faint hint of perfume.

Not Daphne.

Isabella.

Damn.

I pretended to ignore her.  She took my hand in hers and squeezed it, then sat there until I could no longer ignore her.

“I was having such a good time.”  I opened my eyes and looked at her. 

She was hardly recognisable without the accoutrements of wealth.  Not even a single necklace that would be worth more than the ship or thereabouts.

No rings, no jewellery, no fancy clothes, nothing that would distinguish her from any other British tourist.

“Without me?”

“Without you.”

“I thought you loved me?”

“I do.  Enough to set you free.”

“Why would you think that?”

“Isn’t that what you want.  After all, I’ve served my purpose; the use-by date has come and gone.  I’m sure there are so many other fish in that sea.”

She looked at me with serious concern.

“What are you babbling about.  Use by date?  Fish.  What had fish got to do with anything?”  Then she stopped, took a breath.  “That’s why you said I was going to London the next morning.  You overheard my conversation.”

“I was wandering around near the morning room.  You weren’t exactly whispering.”

“And you thought…”

“It was time to move on.  You are famous, other than being a princess now, and you don’t need me anymore.  I see you with your people.  They are your sort of people, I’m not.”

She sighed.  “You are a silly, silly man.  I love you more than anything.  Anything Henry.  It’s why I’m here.  I have been beside myself for days, wondering what happened to you.  You’re acting strange.  I thought you were sick.  I thought you were dying.  I didn’t know what to think.”

“It felt like I was dying.”

“I’m not going anywhere.  I made my choice 20 years ago, and I’ve never regretted it.  I’ve been propositioned more times than I can remember, but the only thing that I had on my mind was getting home to you.  I’m not interested in anyone else.  This is a nice place.  What made you come here?”

“The third plane out of the airport after I arrived.”

“Good choice.  Where are we?”

“On a ship.”

“No, where are we?”

“Queenstown.  Going to Walter Peak Farm for morning tea.  Scones, jam and clotted cream, I hope.”

“Not as good as your cook’s, I suspect.”

“She’s not my cook.”

I could see the little wharf in the distance, and we would be arriving soon.  People were moving to the front of the ship to get a look.

“Why didn’t you just talk to me, Henry?”

“You’re busy.  I don’t want to get in the way.”

“Don’t ever do this to me again.  I had to move heaven and earth to find you.  You’re very good at disappearing.”

“Do you have an employee named Daphne, though I refuse to believe that’s her name.”

“She’s going to be your new companion.  There’s trouble at home, and that’s what really scared me when you went missing.  I thought you had been kidnapped.  I was going to tell you but…”

There hadn’t been anything in the papers, but it was not surprising.

“I didn’t know.  And do I have to put up with such a rude person?”

“You were rude first.”

“Is she here?”

“No.  I figured if you saw her again, you’d throw her overboard.  Just so you know, I thought you might do that to me, too?”

“Can you swim?”  Her expression changed.  It was a good thing we were slowing down and making the turn toward the pier.

…

©  Charles Heath  2026

What I learned about writing – Minimalist writing

I don’t think this is going to make me a better writer. I like to describe things, set the mood, set the place, set the characters, and then jump in.

Minimalism requires you to strip away all of that baggage and get to the heart of the matter.

Here’s the problem:

I spent the next seven days planning to remove my worst enemy.

Why?

There has to be motivation, though I guess it could be a series of short vignettes that explain the lead-up to this drastic situation.

I have a problem sometimes getting to the point. We get there, but perhaps we should have made a left at Albuquerque and instead, gone on the grand tour.

Just think, if I wanted to see London, Paris and Berlin, what would be the fun in that? I want to see everything possible in between, like the Eurostar, Disneyland, the Rhine and all those castles and vineyards.

Stories are like that, too. We need the details to make educated guesses and keep reading to see if we are right.

‘The Devil You Don’t’ – A beta reader’s view

It could be said that of all the women one could meet, whether contrived or by sheer luck, what are the odds it would turn out to be the woman who was being paid a very large sum to kill you.

John Pennington is a man who may be lucky in business, but not so lucky in love. He has just broken up with Phillipa Sternhaven, the woman he thought was the one, but relatives and circumstances, and perhaps because she was a ‘princess’, may also have contributed to the end result.

So, what do you do when you are heartbroken?

That is a story that slowly unfolds, from the first meeting with his nemesis on Lake Geneva, all the way to a hotel room in Sorrento, where he learns the shattering truth.

What should have been solace after disappointment, turns out to be something else entirely, and from that point, everything goes to hell in a handbasket.

He suddenly realizes his so-called friend Sebastian has not exactly told him the truth about a small job he asked him to do, the woman he is falling in love with is not quite who she says she is, and he is caught in the middle of a war between two men who consider people becoming collateral damage as part of their business.

The story paints the characters cleverly displaying all their flaws and weaknesses. The locations add to the story at times taking me back down memory lane, especially to Venice where, in those back streets I confess it’s not all that hard to get lost.

All in all a thoroughly entertaining story with, for once, a satisfying end.

…

Available on Amazon here: https://amzn.to/2Xyh1ow

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365 Days of writing, 2026 – 20

Day 20 – Writing exercise

You are just passing a doorway, and you hear, “the dumb bastard doesn’t know his arse from his elbow”, then “Richards, Monday, I can barely wait to see you.  Bye.”

20 years of blissful marriage just evaporated.

…

I wondered whether all parties were the same, with over 200 invitees, people with more wealth than the national debt, who all knew the person for whom the party was for.

Isabella Rowena Elizabeth Walthemphere.

I had the distinct honour of knowing that exact person for the last 20 years, and of course, it was the one who had a team of 20 organisers make sure it went off to perfection.

And after a quick waltz around the ballroom, specially built and opened for the occasion, she told me it was the best party she had ever had in her honour.

For the rest of the time, I had watched her weave her magic among the guests, stopping here and there, a quiet word in a war, a gentle hand on an arm, a hug where it was needed.

She had no enemies.

But, a little before midnight, before the fireworks, she disappeared.

Well, not disappear, I had seen her look around first, an expression appearing on her face as it briefly hit the light, an expression I hadn’t seen before.

One of pure joy.

And she had insisted in her hand, just barely visible, a cell phone, one that she promised she would leave in the anteroom along with all the others.

One I saw her put there.

She then stepped back into the house through the summer doors of the morning room, just as I approached on the other side of the pillar.

And the hushed coversation”

“I bet you say that to all the girls…”

“Of course, I adore you.”

“He doesn’t, he couldn’t, he doesn’t know his ass from his elbow…”

“I can’t wait, Richards Cafe, Monday.  See you then.”

It was a conversation that no husband ever wanted to hear, and a conversation, at the very least, not to be having at a party your husband was throwing for you.

If it actually meant what I thought it meant, which didn’t make any sense at all.  Why wait 20 years to cheat on your husband?

The first fireworks exploded, and I just saw her which by, almost running.  She would be missed.  I would not.

…

Being married to Isabella Raisa Elizabeth Walthemphere was the opportunity of a lifetime, and somehow, out of a mass of very worthy and far more suitable candidates, she picked me.

It was, even for me, an odd choice.  It wasn’t the cut of the tuxedo, it wasn’t my ability to dance like a ballroom professional, it wasn’t the fact I was neither rich nor poor; perhaps it was because I cared.

We met incongruous, I did not know who she was, but just a girl called Margaret on holiday with a friend.

Someone had called out ‘Isabella,’ and in a moment, I saw this poor girl stumble, get up and run, and then completely knock me over.

I cursed her in four languages.

She cursed me back in five.

I helped up.  “If you want to be helpful, get in those people’s way.”

“Why?”

She cursed me again and then ran down a lane, then disappeared.

I got in the way.

“Do you know who that is?”

“No.  Should I?”

“The Countess Isabella… oh, forget it.”

And they took off down the lane much too late to catch her.

A week later he face was plastered all over the newspapers, the Countess was marrying a Prince something or other.

Good luck with that.  The Prince looked like he was a hundred years old, but one day would be king.  She didn’t look like queen material to me.

A week after that, in a dumpy hotel in Paris, at the end of my sojourn from the real world, I ran into her again.

Literally.

She was hiding from the media, and apparently, her mother and the soon-to-be king.  For a reason, her mother wanted her married into the rich and famous so that she could keep the Counts’ castle, after being left penniless when he died.

She had a plan, one I think she formulated after running into me again, testing to brush off runny eggs and greasy bacon, my only clean set of clothes I had to go back home in.

Would I marry her for a week, then get unmarried so she couldn’t marry the prince?  She could not be divorced.

I would get a hundred thousand dollars for my cooperation.

Who would turn down an offer like that?

We married in a quaint church in Paris, her mother married the Prince, the daughter became a princess and wasn’t allowed to divorce.

It was the oddest start to a relationship i ever had, and for a year I was basically a cardboard carpet turning up at events, being the dutiful husband, having promised to go quietly at the end of a contract.

Except here we were 20 years later, doing what I had expected her to 20 days later, but didn’t and hadn’t, until now.

…

I guess the deciding factor had been the title, and the pile of stones in a wet but beautiful county in
The middle of England.

My father always moaned about the fact that death duties had destroyed the family finances and our ability to pay for the estate’s upkeep.

My older brother consumed a lot of the wealth with gambling debts and got on the wrong side of the loan sharks and my father drank himself to death, leaving my sister and I with a broken mother who lasted six years before dementia took her away from us.

I finished school, went on a gap year holiday to consider what I was going to do, and then it was all decided for me.

Isabella came and conquered; her mother and the prince bailed me out of a very deep hole, and now I was Lord of the Manor.

I didn’t want to be, but for appearances, I had to be.  It became part of Royalty Inc.

20 years playing the game, 20 years of not producing an heir of my own, but Anthea found herself a nice boy and had 6 of her own, one who could take the title if I didn’t reproduce, which seemed unlikely.

20 years after which the train was about to run off the rails.

…

“Where have you been?”  Anthea was holding the fore, looking every bit the princess herself.

Not quite as famous but every bit as stunning.

She hadn’t believed my luck. 

I hadn’t believed my luck.

Now my luck had run out.

“You know I hate these things.”

“Four times a year, then you can go and hide in the summer house.  Or wherever it is you go.”

I made a face.  “You love this pompous.”

“Of course.  Rubbing shoulders with the cream of society, having every move I make documented for the world at large, taking a platoon of bodyguards in what amounts to a motorcade.”

Last week, meeting an old school friend, male, saw her under a headline ‘stepping out … not with her husband’ and a picture of an innocent kiss.

“Discretion dear.  Discretion.”

Isabella suddenly appeared at my side.  “Where were you?”  It was an innocent question with four barbs attached.

“Looking for you.  The party glow had disappeared.”

“I didn’t disappear.”

“I know you didn’t, dear.”  And smiled in a way that was not usual.

“You’re being strange.  Too much champagne.”

And then caught the eye of a guest and dashed off as she does in the middle of a conversation.

“What’s up with you?”

“Nothing.”

“You think she’s having an affair “

I nearly choked.  How could she possibly think that?

“No.”

“Would it matter if she did?”

Did she know something I didn’t?”

“Everything has a use-by date.  Mine was 19 years ago, but someone rubbed it off.”

She elbowed me in the ribs.  “You’re a fool.  Always was, always will be.  Go and mingle.  They’ll be going home soon.”

…

“You were acting strange tonight.”  Isabella had flipped into a large lounge chair and kicked off her shoes.

I poured a bottle of beer into a glass and took a sip.  It was uncouth to drink from the bottle.

“You disappeared.  Poof!”

“I did not.  I was probably in the restroom.”

“With your cell phone?”

She glared at me in a manner that could be called disconcerting.  Would she lie?

“I was expecting an important call?”

“Who could be so important that it transcends your birthday party?”

She didn’t answer.  Not immediately.  Instead, I got the, I’m working through a thousand scenarios to find one you will believe.

“No matter,” I said.  “It’s none of my business.  I have an early morning with the horses.”  I went over and kissed her on the cheek.  “Have fun down in London.”

As I stood back up, she took my hand and gave me the most intense look I’d ever received.

“How do you know I’m going to London?”

I gave her my I don’t care what you do look, smiled, and said, “You hate Mondays here, always have, and like always, you will simply leave me a note and flit off on some new adventure.  I know you so well.”

She looked miffed.

“What if, for once, you are wrong?”

“I’m always wrong, dear, it’s part of my job.”

She let go of my hand.  “I love you.  And thank you for a wonderful party.”

“You should thank the 20 event planners you employed for me.”

“Are you deliberately trying to annoy me?”

“After 20 years?  I’m sure I have annoyed you many times before now.”

She stood, brushed the imaginary creases out of her dress and looked me straight in the eye.

“What is going on with you?”

I tried looking inscrutable, but couldn’t.

“Nothing dear.  I’m just tired, and I have an early morning.”

She tilted her head slightly and made a new face, one I hadn’t seen before.

“Come with me.”

This was new, too.  “Where?”

“Wherever.  Anywhere.  Just come with me.”

“And make a mess of whatever it is you have planned.  I don’t think you need me.  I’m the horse and hounds part of this, whatever it is, and you are the brains behind everything else.  I can order gardeners, butlers, farmers and sometimes the livestock about.  That’s it.”

She shook her head.

“Only a fool would believe that Henry.  If I thought that of you, we wouldn’t be here now.”

“No.  You’d probably be a queen.”

“I am a princess.”

“I am a Lord or Marquis or something or other.  Titles don’t define us, Isabella.  What’s in our hearts defines us.  My heart is yours, Bella.  Don’t ever forget that.  Call me when you’re finished doing what you’re doing?”

..

She came into my room at 3am when she thought I was asleep and snuggled into me.

It had been a while since the last time.

She was not the sort who wanted to have sex morning, noon and night or every day of the week, and that suited me as well.

I had thought early on that she preferred that sort of relationship with other men and didn’t bother trying to prove it was the case or not.

Our relationship was built on trust.  I trusted her.  I had no idea what she thought of me. 

She left about three hours later, and when I got out of bed, she was gone.

I made the phone call to a man who sorted problems for me, and gave him some precise instructions, and then thought no more about it.

I did not fear for her safety.  I just wanted to make sure she was protected, even though she had that as the princess, i was never quite sure where anyone’s loyalties lay.

There was mischief afoot in her mother’s kingdom, mischief she continually neglected to tell her daughter about.  The king was old and getting on.  It was time for an heir to take over, which was precisely the problem.  There were six, other than the rightful heir, in contention.

Yes, I had spies everywhere.

I bought some horse I sold some horses, I rode a horse and gave an interview to a nice young lady who could actually ride a horse.

I took lunch in the morning room, took the call from my observer, and received the photos of the man she couldn’t wait to see.  They had lunch, all very dignified, but the looks between them.

I shrugged.

All good things must come to an end.  I sat in the library for over an hour, casting my eyes over the many books, some quite old, but most of the read at one time or another and pondered my fate.

I don’t think I wanted to become a joke among her friends.  I was very aware of what they thought of me, despite being polite.

They were her friends.

Mine, I could count on the fingers of one hand.  The rest, passing acquaintances who lingered to be in the shadow of fame, or as an introduction to the main act.

The place could survive without me.  It would have to eventually.

So, having one of those faces that blended well into the background, I donned my camouflage, went to the airport with the boring nondescript passport and bought a ticket to the third plane out.

Which took me to an interesting place called Queenstown, in one of the mother country’s far-flung colonies, New Zealand, though now it was more interestingly called Aotearoa.

It took a week to get there.  My tourist guide told me there were a lot of places in between that i should visit.  I did.

And the marvellous thing about it.  No one recognised me, I was simply Henry James.  I checked, and no one had reported me missing, only that I was temporarily indisposed.  The world could do very well without me, as could Isabella.

…

I should have known that any woman with the name Daphne was going to be trouble.

Day two in the idyllic tourist town of Queenstown was dissolving into a perfect sojourn when this wretched American woman practically threw herself into the chair opposite mine at the cafe where I was reading a newspaper and drinking a perfect cup of coffee.

I glared at her over the newspaper.

“You think they could at least make coffee properly.”

Flushed and annoyed, she grimaced.

“If you want American coffee, go to Starbucks.” Then went back to my paper, a suspicious death in Wanaka. 

“Anyone tell you you are rude?”

“Frequently.  It’s a condition that we old people acquire as we get on in years.”

She smiled, and the severity of her expression lessened.  “You’re not that old.”

“Old enough to be your father.  I’m sure he’d be very unhappy about the way you address your elders.”

“My father wouldn’t care.  Not as much as you do, apparently.  My name is Daphne.”

“Do you only have one name, like Cher?  Is that an American thing?”  I didn’t put the paper down, i was hoping she would be insulted and go off in a huff to the nearest Starbucks.

The waitress delivered her coffee and gave me one of those looks, I pity you, and left quickly.  Had she been here before and complained?

“No.  But it is polite to tell me your name in return.”

I sighed.  She was not leaving.  “Henry.”

She waited a minute to see if I was going to add to it, taking a sip of the coffee and making a face.

“Why are you here?”

“I would have thought that was obvious.  Having coffee.  Reading the paper.  Being interrupted by a woman called Daphne, who doesn’t like local coffee.”

“And who is rude?”

“And who is rude.  Why are you here?”  Then, realising I might be opening a can of worms, added, “No, I don’t want to know.”

“Because my girlfriend had to go home to a sick mother and just abandoned me here.”

I’d have a sick mother, too, if this was what Daphne was like.

“Well, I’m sorry about that.  I’m sure there are plenty of others with whom you can talk.  I’m not the talkative or friendly sort.”

“You’re a tourist.”

“I’m here for some lone time.  Get away from everyone and everything.  The rest of the world, and everything in it, at the moment, is something I just don’t want to cope with.”

She gave me a curious look.  “You break up with a wife or girlfriend.  You cheated, she cheated.”

“That’s what happened to you?”

“Me?  No.  Boys don’t see me for who I am, just what I look like.”

I looked at her again, this time looking past the angry American.  Youngish, mid twenties, though I was not an expert, fair, almost perfect skin, brown hair with reddish tinges and blonde highlights, that stuff I knew from Freda and her children, she was under that scruffy exterior quite attractive.

Perhaps it was the reason she was hiding who she was. 

I shrugged.  “You are what you are.  Savour it while you have it.  Now, I’m sure you have better things to do than annoy father figures.  This newspaper isn’t going to read itself.”

“If you had an iPad it would.”.

“I refuse to live in the digital world.”

“You don’t have a phone.”

“So people can’t find me.  We survived without them once; we can do it again.  Try exercising them from your life and see how it changes.”

I didn’t think she would.

…

I changed cafes, thinking that Daphne would reappear.  I didn’t find out if it was true.

But I did feel a little different after the verbal sparring.  She was a lot like Mandy, Freda’s eldest daughter, overly dependent on devices and taciturn and critical of everything. 

Day five, I took to the water on an old steamship, the TSS Earnslaw, a century-old ship that plied the lake.

It was something that I’d not done before because I was too busy doing all the wrong things when I was younger, and then didn’t have time when I was older

I sat on the deck and soaked up the fresh air.  Winter was coming, and it was getting colder.  The surroundings reminded me of home.

I was almost asleep when someone came and sat next to me.  There wasn’t a dearth of passengers and plenty of other spaces to sit.

Then I got the faint hint of perfume.

Not Daphne.

Isabella.

Damn.

I pretended to ignore her.  She took my hand in hers and squeezed it, then sat there until I could no longer ignore her.

“I was having such a good time.”  I opened my eyes and looked at her. 

She was hardly recognisable without the accoutrements of wealth.  Not even a single necklace that would be worth more than the ship or thereabouts.

No rings, no jewellery, no fancy clothes, nothing that would distinguish her from any other British tourist.

“Without me?”

“Without you.”

“I thought you loved me?”

“I do.  Enough to set you free.”

“Why would you think that?”

“Isn’t that what you want.  After all, I’ve served my purpose; the use-by date has come and gone.  I’m sure there are so many other fish in that sea.”

She looked at me with serious concern.

“What are you babbling about.  Use by date?  Fish.  What had fish got to do with anything?”  Then she stopped, took a breath.  “That’s why you said I was going to London the next morning.  You overheard my conversation.”

“I was wandering around near the morning room.  You weren’t exactly whispering.”

“And you thought…”

“It was time to move on.  You are famous, other than being a princess now, and you don’t need me anymore.  I see you with your people.  They are your sort of people, I’m not.”

She sighed.  “You are a silly, silly man.  I love you more than anything.  Anything Henry.  It’s why I’m here.  I have been beside myself for days, wondering what happened to you.  You’re acting strange.  I thought you were sick.  I thought you were dying.  I didn’t know what to think.”

“It felt like I was dying.”

“I’m not going anywhere.  I made my choice 20 years ago, and I’ve never regretted it.  I’ve been propositioned more times than I can remember, but the only thing that I had on my mind was getting home to you.  I’m not interested in anyone else.  This is a nice place.  What made you come here?”

“The third plane out of the airport after I arrived.”

“Good choice.  Where are we?”

“On a ship.”

“No, where are we?”

“Queenstown.  Going to Walter Peak Farm for morning tea.  Scones, jam and clotted cream, I hope.”

“Not as good as your cook’s, I suspect.”

“She’s not my cook.”

I could see the little wharf in the distance, and we would be arriving soon.  People were moving to the front of the ship to get a look.

“Why didn’t you just talk to me, Henry?”

“You’re busy.  I don’t want to get in the way.”

“Don’t ever do this to me again.  I had to move heaven and earth to find you.  You’re very good at disappearing.”

“Do you have an employee named Daphne, though I refuse to believe that’s her name.”

“She’s going to be your new companion.  There’s trouble at home, and that’s what really scared me when you went missing.  I thought you had been kidnapped.  I was going to tell you but…”

There hadn’t been anything in the papers, but it was not surprising.

“I didn’t know.  And do I have to put up with such a rude person?”

“You were rude first.”

“Is she here?”

“No.  I figured if you saw her again, you’d throw her overboard.  Just so you know, I thought you might do that to me, too?”

“Can you swim?”  Her expression changed.  It was a good thing we were slowing down and making the turn toward the pier.

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©  Charles Heath  2026

“The Things we do for Love”, the story behind the story

This story has been ongoing since I was seventeen, and just to let you know, I’m 72 this year.

Yes, it’s taken a long time to get it done.

Why, you might ask.

Well, I never gave it much interest because I started writing it after a small incident when I was 17, and working as a book packer for a book distributor in Melbourne

At the end of my first year, at Christmas, the employer had a Christmas party, and that year, it was at a venue in St Kilda.

I wasn’t going to go because at that age, I was an ordinary boy who was very introverted and basically scared of his own shadow and terrified by girls.

Back then, I would cross the street to avoid them

Also, other members of the staff in the shipping department were rough and ready types who were not backwards in telling me what happened, and being naive, perhaps they knew I’d be either shocked or intrigued.

I was both adamant I wasn’t coming and then got roped in on a dare.

Damn!

So, back then, in the early 70s, people looked the other way when it came to drinking, and of course, Dutch courage always takes away the concerns, especially when normally you wouldn’t do half the stuff you wouldn’t in a million years

I made it to the end, not as drunk and stupid as I thought I might be, and St Kilda being a salacious place if you knew where to look, my new friends decided to give me a surprise.

It didn’t take long to realise these men were ‘men about town’ as they kept saying, and we went on an odyssey.  Yes, those backstreet brothels where one could, I was told, have anything they could imagine.

Let me tell you, large quantities of alcohol and imagination were a very bad mix.

So, the odyssey in ‘The things we do’ was based on that, and then the encounter with Diana. Well, let’s just say I learned a great deal about girls that night.

Firstly, not all girls are nasty and spiteful, which seemed to be the case whenever I met one. There was a way to approach, greet, talk to, and behave.

It was also true that I could have had anything I wanted, but I decided what was in my imagination could stay there.  She was amused that all I wanted was to talk, but it was my money, and I could spend it how I liked.

And like any 17-year-old naive fool, I fell in love with her and had all these foolish notions.  Months later, I went back, but she had moved on, to where no one was saying or knew.

Needless to say, I was heartbroken and had to get over that first loss, which, like any 17-year-old, was like the end of the world.

But it was the best hour I’d ever spent in my life and would remain so until I met the woman I have been married to for the last 48 years.

As Henry, he was in part based on a rebel, the son of rich parents who despised them and their wealth, and he used to regale anyone who would listen about how they had messed up his life

If only I’d come from such a background!

And yes, I was only a run away from climbing up the stairs to get on board a ship, acting as a purser.

I worked for a shipping company and they gave their junior staff members an opportunity to spend a year at sea working as a purser on a cargo ship that sailed between Melbourne, Sydney and Hobart in Australia.

One of the other junior staff members’ turn came, and I would visit him on board when he would tell me stories about life on board, the officers, the crew, and other events. These stories, which sounded incredible to someone so impressionable, were a delight to hear.

Alas, by that time, I had tired of office work and moved on to be a tradesman at the place where my father worked.

It proved to be the right move, as that is where I met my wife.  Diana had been right; love would find me when I least expected it.

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An excerpt from “Sunday in New York”

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Williams’ Restaurant, East 65th Street, New York, Saturday, 8:00 p.m.

We met the Blaine’s at Williams’, a rather upmarket restaurant that the Blaine’s frequently visited, and had recommended.

Of course, during the taxi ride there, Alison reminded me that with my new job, we would be able to go to many more places like Williams’.  It was, at worst, more emotional blackmail, because as far as Alison was concerned, we were well on our way to posh restaurants, the Trump Tower Apartments, and the trappings of the ‘executive set’.

It would be a miracle if I didn’t strangle Elaine before the night was over.  It was she who had filled Alison’s head with all this stuff and nonsense.

Aside from the half frown half-smile, Alison was looking stunning.  It was months since she had last dressed up, and she was especially wearing the dress I’d bought her for our 5th anniversary that cost a month’s salary.  On her, it was worth it, and I would have paid more if I had to.  She had adored it, and me, for a week or so after.

For tonight, I think I was close to getting back on that pedestal.

She had the looks and figure to draw attention, the sort movie stars got on the red carpet, and when we walked into the restaurant, I swear there were at least five seconds silence, and many more gasps.

Even I had a sudden loss of breath earlier in the evening when she came out of the dressing room.  Once more I was reminded of how lucky I was that she had agreed to marry me.  Amid all those self-doubts, I couldn’t believe she had loved me when there were so many others ‘out there’ who were more appealing.

Elaine was out of her seat and came over just as the Head Waiter hovered into sight.  She personally escorted Alison to the table, allowing me to follow like the Queen’s consort, while she and Alison basked in the admiring glances of the other patrons.

More than once I heard the muted question, “Who is she?”

Jimmy stood, we shook hands, and then we sat together.  It was not the usual boy, girl, boy, girl seating arrangement.  Jimmy and I on one side and Elaine and Alison on the other.

The battle lines were drawn.

Jimmy was looking fashionable, with the permanent blade one beard, unkempt hair, and designer dinner suit that looked like he’d slept in it.  Alison insisted I wear a tuxedo, and I looked like the proverbial penguin or just a thinner version of Alfred Hitchcock.

The bow tie had been slightly crooked, but just before we stepped out she had straightened it.  And took the moment to look deeply into my soul.  It was one of those moments when words were not necessary.

Then it was gone.

I relived it briefly as I sat and she looked at me.  A penetrating look that told me to ‘behave’.

When we were settled, Elaine said, in that breathless, enthusiastic manner of hers when she was excited, “So, Harry, you are finally moving up.”  It was not a question, but a statement.

I was not sure what she meant by ‘finally’ but I accepted it with good grace.  Sometimes Elaine was prone to using figures of speech I didn’t understand.  I guessed she was talking about the new job.  “It was supposed to be a secret.”

She smiled widely.  “There are no secrets between Al and I, are there Al?”

I looked at ‘Al’ and saw a brief look of consternation.

I was not sure Alison liked the idea of being called Al.  I tried it once and was admonished.  But it was interesting her ‘best friend forever’ was allowed that distinction when I was not.  It was, perhaps, another indicator of how far I’d slipped in her estimation.

Perhaps, I thought, it was a necessary evil.  As I understood it, the Blaine’s were our mentors at the Trump Tower, because they didn’t just let ‘anyone’ in.  I didn’t ask if the Blaine’s thought we were just ‘anyone’ before I got the job offer.

And then there was that look between Alison and Elaine, quickly stolen before Alison realized I was looking at both of them.  I was out of my depth, in a place I didn’t belong, with people I didn’t understand.  And yet, apparently, Alison did.  I must have missed the memo.

“No,” Alison said softly, stealing a glance in my direction, “No secrets between friends.”

No secrets.  Her look conveyed something else entirely.

The waiter brought champagne, Krug, and poured glasses for each of us.  It was not the cheap stuff, and I was glad I brought a couple of thousand dollars with me.  We were going to need it.

Then, a toast.

To a new job and a new life.

“When did you decide?”  Elaine was effusive at the best of times, but with the champagne, it was worse.

Alison had a strange expression on her face.  It was obvious she had told Elaine it was a done deal, even before I’d made up my mind.  Perhaps she’d assumed I might be ‘refreshingly honest’ in front of Elaine, but it could also mean she didn’t really care what I might say or do.

Instead of consternation, she looked happy, and I realized it would be churlish, even silly if I made a scene.  I knew what I wanted to say.  I also knew that it would serve little purpose provoking Elaine, or upsetting Alison.  This was not the time or the place.  Alison had been looking forward to coming here, and I was not going to spoil it.

Instead, I said, smiling, “When I woke up this morning and found Alison missing.  If she had been there, I would not have noticed the water stain on the roof above our bed, and decide there and then how much I hated the place.” I used my reassuring smile, the one I used with the customers when all hell was breaking loose, and the forest fire was out of control.  “It’s the little things.  They all add up until one day …”  I shrugged.  “I guess that one day was today.”

I saw an incredulous look pass between Elaine and Alison, a non-verbal question; perhaps, is he for real?  Or; I told you he’d come around.

I had no idea the two were so close.

“How quaint,” Elaine said, which just about summed up her feelings towards me.  I think, at that moment, I lost some brownie points.  It was all I could come up with at short notice.

“Yes,” I added, with a little more emphasis than I wanted.  “Alison was off to get some study in with one of her friends.”

“Weren’t the two of you off to the Hamptons, a weekend with some friends?” Jimmy piped up, and immediately got the ‘shut up you fool’ look, that cut that line of conversation dead.  Someone forgot to feed Jimmy his lines.

It was followed by the condescending smile from Elaine, and “I need to powder my nose.  Care to join me, Al?”

A frown, then a forced smile for her new best friend.  “Yes.”

I watched them leave the table and head in the direction of the restroom, looking like they were in earnest conversation.  I thought ‘Al’ looked annoyed, but I could be wrong.

I had to say Jimmy looked more surprised than I did.

There was that odd moment of silence between us, Jimmy still smarting from his death stare, and for me, the Alison and Elaine show.  I was quite literally gob-smacked.

I drained my champagne glass gathering some courage and turned to him.  “By the way, we were going to have a weekend away, but this legal tutorial thing came up.  You know Alison is doing her law degree.”

He looked startled when he realized I had spoken.  He was looking intently at a woman several tables over from us, one who’d obviously forgotten some basic garments when getting dressed.  Or perhaps it was deliberate.  She’d definitely had some enhancements done.

He dragged his eyes back to me.  “Yes.  Elaine said something or other about it.  But I thought she said the tutor was out of town and it had been postponed until next week.  Perhaps I got it wrong.  I usually do.”

“Perhaps I’ve got it wrong.”  I shrugged, as the dark thoughts started swirling in my head again.  “This week or next, what does it matter?”

Of course, it mattered to me, and I digested what he said with a sinking heart.  It showed there was another problem between Alison and me; it was possible she was now telling me lies.  If what he said was true and I had no reason to doubt him, where was she going tomorrow morning, and had she really been with a friend studying today?

We poured some more champagne, had a drink, then he asked, “This promotion thing, what’s it worth?”

“Trouble, I suspect.  Definitely more money, but less time at home.”

“Oh,” raised eyebrows.  Obviously, the women had not talked about the job in front of him, or, at least, not all the details.  “You sure you want to do that?”

At last the voice of reason.  “Me?  No.”

“Yet you accepted the job.”

I sucked in a breath or two while I considered whether I could trust him.  Even if I couldn’t, I could see my ship was sinking, so it wouldn’t matter what I told him, or what Elaine might find out from him.  “Jimmy, between you and me I haven’t as yet decided one way or another.  To be honest, I won’t know until I go up to Barclay’s office and he asks me the question.”

“Barclay?”

“My boss.”

“Elaine’s doing a job for a Barclay that recently moved in the tower a block down from us.  I thought I recognized the name.”

“How did Elaine get the job?”

“Oh, Alison put him onto her.”

“When?”

“A couple of months ago.  Why?”

I shrugged and tried to keep a straight face, while my insides were churning up like the wake of a supertanker.  I felt sick, faint, and wanting to die all at the same moment.  “Perhaps she said something about it, but it didn’t connect at the time.  Too busy with work I expect.  I think I seriously need to get away for a while.”

I could hardly breathe, my throat was constricted and I knew I had to keep it together.  I could see Elaine and Alison coming back, so I had to calm down.  I sucked in some deep breaths, and put my ‘manage a complete and utter disaster’ look on my face.

And I had to change the subject, quickly, so I said, “Jimmy, Elaine told Alison, who told me, you were something of a guru of the cause and effects of the global economic meltdown.  Now, I have a couple of friends who have been expounding this theory …”

Like flicking a switch, I launched into the well-worn practice of ‘running a distraction’, like at work when we needed to keep the customer from discovering the truth.  It was one of the things I was good at, taking over a conversation and pushing it in a different direction.  It was salvaging a good result from an utter disaster, and if ever there was a time that it was required, it was right here, right now.

When Alison sat down and looked at me, she knew something had happened between Jimmy and I.  I might have looked pale or red-faced, or angry or disappointed, it didn’t matter.  If that didn’t seal the deal for her, the fact I took over the dining engagement did.  She knew well enough the only time I did that was when everything was about to go to hell in a handbasket.  She’d seen me in action before and had been suitably astonished.

But I got into gear, kept the champagne flowing and steered the conversation, as much as one could from a seasoned professional like Elaine, and, I think, in Jimmy’s eyes, he saw the battle lines and knew who took the crown on points.  Neither Elaine nor Jimmy suspected anything, and if the truth be told, I had improved my stocks with Elaine.  She was at times both surprised and interested, even willing to take a back seat.

Alison, on the other hand, tried poking around the edges, and, once when Elaine and Jimmy had got up to have a cigarette outside, questioned me directly.  I chose to ignore her, and pretend nothing had happened, instead of telling her how much I was enjoying the evening.

She had her ‘secrets’.  I had mine.

At the end of the evening, when I got up to go to the bathroom, I was physically sick from the pent up tension and the implications of what Jimmy had told me.  It took a while for me to pull myself together; so long, in fact, Jimmy came looking for me.  I told him I’d drunk too much champagne, and he seemed satisfied with that excuse.  When I returned, both Alison and Elaine noticed how pale I was but neither made any comment.

It was a sad way to end what was supposed to be a delightful evening, which to a large degree it was for the other three.  But I had achieved what I set out to do, and that was to play them at their own game, watching the deception, once I knew there was a deception, as warily as a cat watches its prey.

I had also discovered Jimmy’s real calling; a professor of economics at the same University Alison was doing her law degree.  It was no surprise in the end, on a night where surprises abounded, that the world could really be that small.

We parted in the early hours of the morning, a taxi whisking us back to the Lower East Side, another taking the Blaine’s back to the Upper West Side.  But, in our case, as Alison reminded me, it would not be for much longer.  She showed concern for my health, asked me what was wrong.  It took all the courage I could muster to tell her it was most likely something I ate and the champagne, and that I would be fine in the morning.

She could see quite plainly it was anything other than what I told her, but she didn’t pursue it.  Perhaps she just didn’t care what I was playing at.

And yet, after everything that had happened, once inside our ‘palace’, the events of the evening were discarded, like her clothing, and she again reminded me of what we had together in the early years before the problems had set in.

It left me confused and lost.

I couldn’t sleep because my mind had now gone down that irreversible path that told me I was losing her, that she had found someone else, and that our marriage was in its last death throes.

And now I knew it had something to do with Barclay.

© Charles Heath 2015-2020

Sunday In New York